Do you plan to use a certain "cocktail" of drugs to get you in the mood when you ctb?

[LastRide]

I'm not talking about using drugs to kill yourself - I assume you have your method sorted out and planned already. But maybe you'll want that little "extra", either to enjoy your last moments a bit more than if you were sober, or to give you that final push in case your SI level gets in the way. I'm making a list of things to swallow/inject before I shoot myself, I am at present experimenting with different combinations - I would like the drug cocktail to produce a happy, warm feeling, but not numb you or fuck up your brain in any way, because I'll need to still be abe to concentrate on my technique. Anyone else been thinking about this and what is it you have in mind?

 

[all_pointless]

Nah, only sn's recommendation

 

[meowcat]

I'm not talking about using drugs to kill yourself - I assume you have your method sorted out and planned already. But maybe you'll want that little "extra", either to enjoy your last moments a bit more than if you were sober, or to give you that final push in case your SI level gets in the way. I'm making a list of things to swallow/inject before I shoot myself, I am at present experimenting with different combinations - I would like the drug cocktail to produce a happy, warm feeling, but not numb you or fuck up your brain in any way, because I'll need to still be abe to concentrate on my technique. Anyone else been thinking about this and what is it you have in mind?

Possibly alcohol might do the job well.

 

[Sensei]

One doesn't need to exclude the other. I'm going to use 2M2B so I expect both euphoria and death.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Technically, I can only imagine I'll already be in an altered state considering that my suicide cocktail contains calming herbs and my antiemetic is datura. Notably, twilight sleep.

 

[thickiana]

I'm going to hang myself and I've been considering various drugs to tame the SI or just to feel better / less panicked when I actually do it. I don't want to be completely fucked up because that would increase the risk of a failed attempt and I don't want to end up being a vegetable. Maybe opiates at least.

 

[LastRide]

One doesn't need to exclude the other. I'm going to use 2M2B so I expect both euphoria and death.

Sorry but what is 2M2B may I ask?

I'm going to hang myself and I've been considering various drugs to tame the SI or just to feel better / less panicked when I actually do it. I don't want to be completely fucked up because that would increase the risk of a failed attempt and I don't want to end up being a vegetable. Maybe opiates at least.

Yes I agreee - it's all about finding the balance between something that leaves your mind clear enough to execute yourself properly but maybe just put you in a better mood about it...that was the purpose of my post, I was wondering whether anybody had any brilliant ideas !

 

[bigdog]

I wish I had tramadol or something similar like usually before but I will be able to get it only in October I doubt I will be here that long
I still don't completely understand the level of pain associated with SN method, but as I witnessed people stop reporting almost instantly after taking it

 

[LastRide]

Technically, I can only imagine I'll already be in an altered state considering that my suicide cocktail contains calming herbs and my antiemetic is datura. Notably, twilight sleep.

Be careful about the datura - it's difficult to get the dosage right and if you take just slightly too much it can produce nightmarish hallucinations...Not something you'd want to experience in your final moments...

 

[SSlostallhope]

Low dose of amitriptiline and a small amount of ketamine

 

[bigdog]

Ketamine is cool

 

[Sisifos]

One doesn't need to exclude the other. I'm going to use 2M2B so I expect both euphoria and death.

Sorry for my lack of knowledge but what is 2M2B?

 

[Sensei]

Sorry but what is 2M2B may I ask?

Tert-Amyl alcohol (TAA) a.k.a. 2-Methyl-2-butanol or 2-methylbutan-2-ol.

 

[WhatIsMyLife]

I would love some benzos. I tried to ctb a few weeks back, and my anxiety got the better of me. SI is awful. I think some benzos would help me out, but doctors are so reluctant to hand them out

Wish I could drink alcohol before SN, wouldn't mind some liquid courage.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Be careful about the datura - it's difficult to get the dosage right and if you take just slightly too much it can produce nightmarish hallucinations...Not something you'd want to experience in your final moments...

I'm not too worried. I know that you're not supposed to take more than 30 seeds. Otherwise that's when things start to go downhill. Under 30, it's rather thereputic and actually causes bradycardia and sedation. I intend to take no more than 20 seeds. It's pretty safe.
But I'll be careful.