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apple0613

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Sep 20, 2023
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For me, surely the first thing comes to my mind is my cat, because it's a living life that I love deeply. Hope I'll arrange that well enough in my S note.
I also think about deleting all my social media account, like just before I CTB so no one will think it's strange and taking actions about it. I don't want those stuffs and my messages been analyzed by the police and family.

Anyway, beside all the preparation for CTB itself, do you prepare other things that around it?
 
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tirednwired

in the end everybody loses
Oct 28, 2024
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I think I would wipe my browser history and log out of my accounts but I probably wouldn't delete them. I kind of like the idea of them just being frozen in time like that. I would also probably clean my room and do my laundry so that noone would have to deal with that lol.
 
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sinnovator

sinnovator

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Jan 9, 2025
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Have you prepared a will? I am using that document in place of a note. It details all my wishes regarding practical aspects of my transition -- pets, finances, etc. Otherwise, a lot of cleaning (digital & physical) in preparation. Safe travels to you all.
 
AuroraB

AuroraB

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Oct 20, 2024
192
i'll be giving everything away first and wiping all my devices for sure. i don't want anyone to have to deal with clean up and i don't want anyone prying into my laptop/phone. i will delete all my social media. additionally, i will have a detailed list of my $$$ accounts (bank, social security info, investments, medical) including contacts info for beneficiaries plus a notarized will for my valuables (a few family mementos and jewelry/bikes) to go to family/friends. i will have a list of accounts and passwords to deactivate (like electricity, car/home insurance, etc) also.
 
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human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
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I might delete all my social media accounts , but I barely post anything on it so I assume no one will think about it much. I think I might also tell them in my bio I got a new job or something so I won't be posting on here anymore.
 
JustHere1

JustHere1

In a way, in a shape, in a form.
Dec 21, 2024
145
I donated all of my things except large furniture, and gifted some things to a friend who is aware and understanding. I rehomed my pets to an excellent rescue who keeps me updated on their health (one of my girls was adopted!), and ensured I set them up for the best life possible by buying their essentials in the highest quality I could.

No official will (just a written info dictating body disposal / personal request (listed below)) required because I am living alone and nobody I want to give anything to. So anyone can have my stuff leftover. I threw away most personal artifacts and left nothing except things personal to immediate family in a small box, like birthday cards and notes I've received throughout the years since I was young. Some pictures. Everything is sorted there.

I deleted and privatized all socials. I created an email to leave a will behind, pretty much just a brief explanation of why I'm leaving, instructions for no funeral/memorial, and to cremate me and my late pet and spread our ashes in a favorite forest of mine. I also included the login info for my credit cards and banking to make things easy. On that note I also compiled a folder filled with my government information, social, and any other potentially necessary documents as well as my cards (insurance, credit, debit, ID).

The only main data I have leftover retaining to personal life is my computer and phone. I've gone through and deleted some files and pictures from both but I'm unsure about deleting more right now. For some reason I have a hard time with the idea of wiping my laptop and phone. It's the last real things remaining of me here, and I feel heartbreak when I think of erasing this part of my life while I still exist. So I will leave directions behind on a note to wipe my computer and phone and hope that wish is respected. This is causing me a little bit of anxiety so I should prioritize addressing this soon and finalize the last couple of things.
 
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