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pyx
Wizard
- Jun 5, 2024
- 620
any conversation i have falls squarely flat, conversations more cerebral feel like conversations between colleagues and not "friends", and even the more naive girls in pinafore dresses are looking elsewhere in environments which facilitate the sort of potential interaction they want to have, and i can't fit that model because frankly i'm not interested in modifying my behaviour so as to appeal to some arbitrary "ideal" anymore, it's laughably absurd and jesuistic, makes my flesh crawl, and honestly now i just feel sorry for my friends who seem to care far more than i ever could
they also have many gripes about companionship, "it's draining, mental taxation. high effort, no payoff" or some other phrase streamlining defeatism, their considerations now placed into resolving their problems with escorts or pining for bariatrics just to get it over with, lol. seems to be almost true of everyone i know, aside from my parents and distant acquaintances who have been bred into robust sinecures. either that or they play to their ignorance, saying that they want security, someone who isn't a whore etc., all with the purpose of evading the issue
well, i am limited to the locale of my network, so -- refusing to participate in the barbarism of dating apps again -- i'm to watch as my friends all either turn to bordellos or flounder and martial in cope after cope. wish that i could do something for them, but again i've become too tired of theorycrafting ways to develop, i can only offer airy pathologizing and nothing concrete, though that's still better than following PUA spiel, i don't want to see them reduced to comically gauche morons subscribing to "self-made" Ponzipotentiary internet gurus
TL;DR, title-question
they also have many gripes about companionship, "it's draining, mental taxation. high effort, no payoff" or some other phrase streamlining defeatism, their considerations now placed into resolving their problems with escorts or pining for bariatrics just to get it over with, lol. seems to be almost true of everyone i know, aside from my parents and distant acquaintances who have been bred into robust sinecures. either that or they play to their ignorance, saying that they want security, someone who isn't a whore etc., all with the purpose of evading the issue
well, i am limited to the locale of my network, so -- refusing to participate in the barbarism of dating apps again -- i'm to watch as my friends all either turn to bordellos or flounder and martial in cope after cope. wish that i could do something for them, but again i've become too tired of theorycrafting ways to develop, i can only offer airy pathologizing and nothing concrete, though that's still better than following PUA spiel, i don't want to see them reduced to comically gauche morons subscribing to "self-made" Ponzipotentiary internet gurus
TL;DR, title-question