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Bruces
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- May 11, 2020
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Yes, but is it possible? It's very important to have a detailed plan, but it's probably impossible to be completely calm...Yes, I think being as calm as possible is always a plus.
Yes, but is it possible? It's very important to have a detailed plan, but it's probably impossible to be completely calm...
When I stand on a pretty high bridge near my town & look down at the shallow river beneath it, the frightening thought of falling to my death gives me a huge adrenaline rush, which suppresses the physical pain that usually plagues my body. Paradoxically, those are the only moments when I feel healthy & alive again, so I can't bring myself to jumpLast year when I tried to ctb, I was quite calm, nervous and scared at the same time. So weird! I think I was even curious and kinda happy because it would all be over!