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(Alex)

Member
Sep 5, 2025
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I want to hear from others, but regarding myself I really do miss my old self, I miss the energy and the free time I had I had so much freedom, I miss when I was making so much friends, i miss not having any real responsibilities, gosh how I miss my old self now I feel lonely most of the time and I'm always under some pressure I wish time can go back, unfortunately tho now or then I've always been depressed but im pretty sure I was way better then than now, I don't know if I'm the only one who feel that way.
 
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Jadeith

Wizard
Jan 14, 2025
614
Not exactly miss my old self as i never liked myself much. It just grew into hatred over time. But, i do miss some things that were associated with my past self. I miss the patience i used to have. Ability to regenerate via sleep because nowadays no matter how long i slumber, will wake up angry and tired. Passion, when i had hobbies i actually enjoyed. Energy and will to do sth, try new things, travel. Now all of those are just a burden or a chore.
 

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