Exactly, once you realize that we're all going to die anyways, everything becomes even more meaningless. Literally, nothing means anything. I choose death on my terms and my time and hopefully that's soon. We all deserve peace.
That's funny. The other day in a store ,you know how they play muzak, I heard some country song with the hook,"this is the best day of my life."
I of course thought grimly,my best days are way behind me,I will never say that line. Now you imply that ctb will he the BDOML!
If I ever do it,I wonder,will it be the best day? Or just another shit day,but the last shit day!
PS:Does anyone know the song I heard?
Me too. I cleaned my whole room manically and enthusiastically when my SN came in the mail...that's how excited I was about it. I can't help but smile to myself whenever I think of my little CTB kit. I finally have my way out, and I'm so glad. Don't have a date set, but I have everything I need. It makes me feel calm and at peace.
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