nigelhernandez

nigelhernandez

Experienced
Apr 14, 2020
270
I'm looking for a job now and the mere process of job hunting makes me want to off myself but aside the other issues of life. And you know what's the worst part....I'm looking for minimum wage not any jobs that require skills!

I've sent 60 CV's last month and got either no reply or a rejection email.
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: Blueman, Huntfish34, krsu and 6 others
Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
918
I might.

I'm currently working on company as a tech support, however, one tiny mistake that I did, might get me fired.
Anxiety is consuming me now. If I get fired, I might just ctb.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: TimeToBiteTheDust, Huntfish34 and krsu
dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
I almost did two years ago for exactly this reason. I got two job offers and took the wrong one, ending in disaster and the start of my bipolar depression. Its definitely part of whats messing me up now.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Huntfish34 and krsu
krsu

krsu

999
Jun 10, 2020
210
losing my job and my apartment is definitely a big part of why I'm going to ctb, it completely detailed any bit of hope I had in life, especially the way I lost my job was really fucked up and I wont ever forget it. It fucked up my relationship too.
 
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: RealHumanBean and Huntfish34
Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Currently have a job which is Ok.. but with my 2 fuckhead boss ' , a bully co-worker, little room for advancement,. .. on Top of my other bullshit . Mostly depression / anxiety. It will help me along the way to Ctb. Just a matter of time.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: krsu
N

Notme

Lost, struggling with life.
Aug 24, 2020
42
I'm looking for a job now and the mere process of job hunting makes me want to off myself but aside the other issues of life. And you know what's the worst part....I'm looking for minimum wage not any jobs that require skills!

I've sent 60 CV's last month and got either no reply or a rejection email.
If you live in the uk I can help you try and get a job or look at options with / for you.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Huntfish34
ladolcemorte

ladolcemorte

Experienced
May 5, 2019
286
I ruined my career, and a good career was the only thing I ever wanted out of life. I can accept a lot of things that went wrong in my life: the failed relationships (both romantic and platonic), having had to rehome my little dog because I couldn't take care of him, a presumptive diagnosis of MS, regaining all the weight I had lost...but I cannot accept the demise of the career that I worked so hard for. Death is the only redemption for me now.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Odd_Duck, Superdeterminist and Huntfish34
Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
Yes I can see me ctb due unemployment caused by taking a payoff I didn't need to last year doing some travel before looking for work 55 now am stuffed due to stupidity
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
It's part of the reason I plan to ctb. I lost my job in January and haven't been able to work since due to my health. Finding a job right now thanks to Covid and the recession in the UK is almost impossible.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Blueman
Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
The worse thing is that I've even managed to land a few interviews but now I'm depressed and desperate I can't perform properly at this stage so getting a job does seem impossible
 
GoodForNothing

GoodForNothing

Member
Mar 6, 2019
19
I found out yesterday that come November I will no longer be employed due to my unit being shut down due to various reasons, mainly financial and all this hysterical covid bull shit. Luckily for me I have good saving, well enough to last a few months but after that … I don't know.

Being from the uk there is some what of a safety net, but if you know anything of universal credit or job seekers allowance that it is not a pleasant place to end up. I've experienced it once when I came out of education when I was 18/19 from difficulty of finding employment. After that experience I made a promise to myself that I would never allow myself back in that place.

So fingers crossed I find at least something to bring in some money but there is always the possibility that it all goes south. So I'm currently thinking that if the time comes and when the last of my savings have gone I will be taking my leave and stepping in to the void.

A failed captain goes down with his ship haha.
 
  • Like
Reactions: pthnrdnojvsc and Blueman
Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
I found out yesterday that come November I will no longer be employed due to my unit being shut down due to various reasons, mainly financial and all this hysterical covid bull shit. Luckily for me I have good saving, well enough to last a few months but after that … I don't know.

Being from the uk there is some what of a safety net, but if you know anything of universal credit or job seekers allowance that it is not a pleasant place to end up. I've experienced it once when I came out of education when I was 18/19 from difficulty of finding employment. After that experience I made a promise to myself that I would never allow myself back in that place.

So fingers crossed I find at least something to bring in some money but there is always the possibility that it all goes south. So I'm currently thinking that if the time comes and when the last of my savings have gone I will be taking my leave and stepping in to the void.

A failed captain goes down with his ship haha.
I filled an online form in March for JSA got a brief phone call to check my ID and have been receiving £300 a month no questions asked, hardly a fortune but it helps.
Think I'll be relying on savings only soon as JSA is only 6 months.
Good luck re the job hunting
 
  • Like
Reactions: Huntfish34, TimeToBiteTheDust and GoodForNothing
bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
I think employment or lack of employment is a major reason for people to CTB.
I have a large amount of debt which at the rate I can afford to pay would take me 60 years to pay off! I'm basically screwed for the rest of my life. No chance of owning a house or buying a new car.
I also hate my job now and have been off on sick leave with stress and depression for quite a few weeks now. Really don't want to go back.
Taking all this into account I really want out of this shit life!
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: AnnonyBox and Huntfish34
J

Jojo81

Student
Aug 8, 2020
115
I ruined my career, and a good career was the only thing I ever wanted out of life. I can accept a lot of things that went wrong in my life: the failed relationships (both romantic and platonic), having had to rehome my little dog because I couldn't take care of him, a presumptive diagnosis of MS, regaining all the weight I had lost...but I cannot accept the demise of the career that I worked so hard for. Death is the only redemption for me now.
I had a career.. My boss tried to help me, but I took it for granted.. I disliked rat race and I had a hypomaniac streak and I tried starting a business. Now this made my presence in my office irregular. Boss gave up on me and asked me to resign.. I was still in hypomania and thought that I would be able to make money from my new business.. Now I am lost. And I am here
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Blueman, Odd_Duck, Huntfish34 and 1 other person