Discussion Do you have any type of bucket list to do before you CTB?

[genesisofpasaqalia]

Do you have any things you want to achieve or do before you die? If so, what are them?

 

[outrider567]

No

 

[Challu]

Nothing. Resigned myself to death. Getting impatient.

 

[trist]

no, i couldn't care less about achievements and i don't enjoy anything anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I always associated bucket lists with people who wanted to live and wanted to make the most of their time left here rather than suicidal people planning to exit this world. I don't wish to experience anything at all as such a thing just leads to more suffering, and the only thing that I wish to achieve is returning to the ideal state of nonexistence where I will finally be free from this unnecessary burden called existence.

 

[QiTianDaSheng]

I plan on spending all my money on a debauched holiday in Thailand first. Fuggit.

 

[Jaxveil]

Not sure I would call it a "bucket list", per se, but to research my means to an end, tie up all loose ends, finish some projects I've started and then return "home".

 

[RichardFirst]

I have a list of things that I need to get in order before checking out, but that's all. It's purely administrative.

 

[DukeDestroyer]

I have no such list. It is for people who's lives treat them well. I'm very proud of the fact I never made one.

 

[Valky]

I always associated bucket lists with people who wanted to live and wanted to make the most of their time left here rather than suicidal people planning to exit this world. I don't wish to experience anything at all as such a thing just leads to more suffering, and the only thing that I wish to achieve is returning to the ideal state of nonexistence where I will finally be free from this unnecessary burden called existence

Honestly, I think that bucket lists are in general just lists that you want to do before a specific date is due, whatever that may be. And I also don't think that it brings more suffering. You don't just put anything on this type of bucket list. It can literally be whatever. From saying goodbye to your pets to just enjoying a nice walk in the rain. Whatever people need to be comfortable in 'finally' being able to peacefully say goodbye to this world. Even if life sucks, not all in it might necessarily. So doing those nice things before is putting your mind at rest.

 

[Jaxveil]

Honestly, I think that bucket lists are in general just lists that you want to do before a specific date is due, whatever that may be. And I also don't think that it brings more suffering. You don't just put anything on this type of bucket list. It can literally be whatever. From saying goodbye to your pets to just enjoying a nice walk in the rain. Whatever people need to be comfortable in 'finally' being able to peacefully say goodbye to this world. Even if life sucks, not all in it might necessarily. So doing those nice things before is putting your mind at rest.

I agree.....I feel like anything that you want to do or experience could be summed up in a "bucket list", although I equate them sometimes myself to things like taking a trip to Europe, for instance, It could be something as simple as getting your will in order.

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

I plan on spending all my money on a debauched holiday in Thailand first. Fuggit.

Hmm what do you mean by that

 

[SoftWorries]

Since my preferred method is heroin/fent overdose probably doing some of each for a while.

 

[StarFaded]

Literally can't be bothered. I want nothing more than to die.

 

[Valky]

I agree.....I feel like anything that you want to do or experience could be summed up in a "bucket list", although I equate them sometimes myself to things like taking a trip to Europe, for instance, It could be something as simple as getting your will in order.

Yes exactly!! :)

 

[Stormy Raine]

I promised my best friend since 7th grade that I wouldn't attempt again until after I seen here again. I see her in a month but I don't think she remembers what I told her.

 

[LittleJem]

No other than write goodbye letters. If I could get decent weed maybe I'd eat at a nice place or two. But don't have access to decent weed anymore .

 

[hellispink]

If i had the finances, i would travel for volunteering purposes or donate/help others in need before I go. But sadly I cannot do that even. So I gotta go.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Just make peace with death, get ready for the coming release, and eat as much delicious food that I can. Humans have exponentially degenerated since the post-COVID age began. I don't wish to mingle with them anymore than necessary.

 

[lessthanperfect]

Yes.

1. Write a suicide note to my sister, the only person I care about in the entire world.

2. CTB.

3. Don't fail.

 

[Source Energy]

I plan on spending all my money on a debauched holiday in Thailand first. Fuggit.

yeah, then when in Thailand you'll be having a good time and want to live, then you will be alive and broke, and in a short while suicidal again...and the cycle restarts.

 

[Rob_vin]

i think i would want to ice cream right before doing it, aside from that? i don't think delaying it would be good

 

[QiTianDaSheng]

yeah, then when in Thailand you'll be having a good time and want to live, then you will be alive and broke, and in a short while suicidal again...and the cycle restarts.

Long past my first rodeo. I know I would be wearing a mask of someone with their shit together enough to afford it. And without the stress of planning a future, or whether the money could be better spent.

Biggest risk would be meeting a dogooder who offers me a viable survival pathway. Which is unlikely.
So the goal would be to not mention it or drop hints.

But you're right, it has its risks.

In my defence, I don't plan on selling my house/all my stuff. Just some stuff.

 

[altoids]

At best I have some dreams maybe. Not even aspirations, only things that would be cool to do if I ever had the opportunity, skills, etc. But at this point in my life I've mostly accepted that I wouldn't be able to make any of it happen anyway.

 

[{ixo//}]

There are a few (1 or 2 or 3) people I'd like to leave messages to. Kind of thankyou/goodbye messages. I'd like to write them by hand. Other than that, no, not really.

 

[fallenangel444]

probably no but maybe eat some miso soup made by my mom before i exit since thats my favorite food

 

[MATZsemantics]

Every time I work on a new album, completing and releasing the album becomes my only goal and it manages to offset my death drive a little. It's annoying because music is all I've had to pass the time.

 

[WaitingToGo]

I have a list of things that I need to get in order before checking out, but that's all. It's purely administrative.

Yes same here. My will to adjust in favor of my niece, and I could do with selling some things. Suicide note is complete. Cats will be taken care of, that's about it. I've 3 months or so to get this lot done

 

[Shinobu]

gonna try and smoke weed just to try it and yea thats about it lol

 

[Rock0Dial]

conquer my fear of heights