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May 19, 2020
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Sometimes falling asleep, when I'm semiconscious, death by suicide awe me. Then I think that live is hopeless - I was born, so have to die and be afraid of that. Peaceful, innocent nonexistence had been forfeited and maybe I had been doomed to eternal grief or even suffering.

I had an urge to tell about that. Can anyone relate to those feelings?