GoSan1
Misfit
- Nov 7, 2024
- 185
I am not able to imagine things, as I have something called "aphantasia". Aphantasia is a condition where one cannot create images in his head and only sees black when closing their eyes. This can be a blessing, but it is also a curse. I cannot see disturbing things again, so the images do not haunt me. Neither can I imagine dying which I would probably do often these last few months if I were able to.
But I also cannot see past experiences or people or daydream about my dream life. It's all just thoughts and darkness. At best I see a 2 in the below chart if I look at something for long enough, but I could never change the mental image on command. So once I would drink the SN I have, I couldn't even imagine my brother smiling as to lighten up the moment. It would just be darkness, the reality of no help and suffering.
Now I would like to know if you all are able to imagine things and to what extent.
Please look at the image below, try to imagine it, and then vote!
But I also cannot see past experiences or people or daydream about my dream life. It's all just thoughts and darkness. At best I see a 2 in the below chart if I look at something for long enough, but I could never change the mental image on command. So once I would drink the SN I have, I couldn't even imagine my brother smiling as to lighten up the moment. It would just be darkness, the reality of no help and suffering.
Now I would like to know if you all are able to imagine things and to what extent.
Please look at the image below, try to imagine it, and then vote!