Do you feel trapped ?

[Soon4me]

I'm Trapped
I can't live ... because my life is ruined
I can't die ... because survival instinct,fear of messing it up and making things even worse.
i'm just trapped i can't live,i can't die

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Sometimes, though it depends on my state of mind a lot it seems, but yes I think so at times I do feel very trapped when I am depressed and stressed out. But say if I am high or relaxed from a big meal or some other pleasure I feel okay in the moment. But bigger picture, yes I basically feel trapped I think.

 

[Tiburcio]

I'm Trapped
I can't live ... because my life is ruined
I can't die ... because survival instinct,fear of messing it up and making things even worse.
i'm just trapped i can't live,i can't die

Mirrored


I'm completely trapped. I hate life and I can't die. No escape, this will make me crazy.

 

[FadedMemory]

Yes, I'm stuck in the past and I can't escape. I feel no joy in anything anymore, I know ctb is my only way out but I dread the pain.

 

[GoneGirlXIV]

Yes very trapped

 

[user90872]

Yeah, and with each passing day, I feel more and more cramped. I want to get out of this abominable mess both in a metaphorical and literal sense.

 

[icky]

I feel like I'm being suffocated. Some days I feel skittish. I need to do something before another false start appears and I waste another decade. I have nowhere to go but I don't want to die in this town. There is no escape ladder anymore, I left myself with no more options.

 

[IG959]

I know nothing will ever really change and I'll have to live with everything for the rest of my life but something also holds me back from ctb. I'm yet to try and seriously end it but I know it's going to be hard. Alcohol is going to be my saviour when I do.

 

[Mecha Man]

On my better days I sometimes feel content. On my really bad days I feel like my soul is trapped in my body and I want out, and it will drive me mad

 

[lv-gras]

i want to die

 

[AntiLifeEric]

I'm Trapped
I can't live ... because my life is ruined
I can't die ... because survival instinct,fear of messing it up and making things even worse.
i'm just trapped i can't live,i can't die

I'm in the same boat, mane'.

I'm focusing on lowering the fear aspect to make this shit work.

 

[Oyashiro-sama]

Yes, I feel trapped, not only because of my survival instinct, but also because it hurts me to know that it would hurt my mother if I died.

 

[Life sucks]

I'm trapped because I still didn't ctb. I'm trapped because the time flow is fast and destroying everything and I'm not doing anything. I'm trapped because I'm completely left the life and disassociated from it but only continuing biologically. Life is a trap

 

[ninaevol]

I feel trapped because I keep failing partial suspension. I would practice more but I'm also in nursing school and barely have the time.. I'm overloaded with work. All that is on my mind any more is school stress and suicide.

 

[throwaway123]

I'm Trapped
I can't live ... because my life is ruined
I can't die ... because survival instinct,fear of messing it up and making things even worse.
i'm just trapped i can't live,i can't die

Yea, I feel the exact same way. This is horrible.

 

[throwaway123]

I feel trapped because I keep failing partial suspension. I would practice more but I'm also in nursing school and barely have the time.. I'm overloaded with work. All that is on my mind any more is school stress and suicide.

Same here

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Yep feel trapped in my head not knowing who I really am anymore. I hate living but am scared to die I want happiness but tend to crave chaos in my life.

 

[Radaghast94]

Ye trapped in the house quite literally, find it hard to eat and wash, get anything done. I feel very confused, sad and afraid. Don't feel blue or down, I feel sick. My family and lethargy keep me alive, I'm too demotivated to commit suicide but it's on my mind constantly. The thought of family finding my corpse also deters me. Feel condemned to life.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Yes I cannot live with this. Lack of social fulfillment however I have no desire to talk to people because I been TORTURED in my youth for acne so I don't trust people, I feel neglected and abandoned and broken.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I often feel trapped. I was brought into this world without choice, have no right to die and taking our own lives is hard, due to factors like SI and the fact that attempts can go wrong. I do not like living and I would prefer non existence.