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Do you feel guilty for feeling suicidal?

  • Yes.

    Votes: 21 24.4%
  • No.

    Votes: 38 44.2%
  • I feel guilty when I think about acting on the thoughts.

    Votes: 19 22.1%
  • I don't feel guilty about either having the thoughts or that I may act on them.

    Votes: 18 20.9%
  • Unsure

    Votes: 8 9.3%

  • Total voters
    86
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,413
I've just read a post by a member saying they feel guilty for having suicidal thoughts. I didn't want to mention them without their permission.

Still, it intrigued me. Do other people feel like this? I can't say I feel guilty about having the thoughts themselves. I feel like life is justifiably shit enough for anyone to reasonably consider they want out. I do feel guilt about acting on the thoughts though and the affect it may have on others. What are your feelings?
 
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ropearoundatree

Experienced
Nov 9, 2023
203
I used to feel, "more-guilty" than I do now! ...but you've for the most part, summed up my experiences & my mindset about it as I currently sit. If I don't wait for some family members to pass, then it will be tragic for them. But outside of that, and I guess my sibling too. Then there really isn't anybody to cry or shed a tear over me (& my loss).

& hopefully~ I shouldn't have to wait: too much, longer! ;)
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,481
No, absolutely not! I feel like an unfortunate victim for having them or for likely acting on them. I believe the guilt may partly come from being in a situation where most would be grateful to have...I don't know, it might spark thoughts of 'should I even be feeling suicidal when I have all of this' kind of things......it's different though when you don't have "all of this".
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,503
No, I don't feel guilty for having suicidal thoughts. When it comes to an attempt I also wouldn't say that I feel guilty. How could I feel guilt for sth that will relief me?

Idk how to describe my feelings about, what others (family/loved ones/friends) will feel but I wouldn't say that is a feeling of guilt - it's a part of SI.
 
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bestroper

bestroper

Member
Feb 18, 2023
99
Not at all my life my choice
 
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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
423
I feel guilty about the circumstances leading to these thoughts and the heartache I'll leave behind when/if I act on them.
 
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N33dT0D13

Xe/It
Apr 2, 2023
336
Yes to both, many deal with worse circumstances than I do without wanting to kill themselves because I'm just weak, and I know me disappearing would make some people sad, I've just made peace with it because they will get over it and move on.
 
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Ramsay Fiction

Ramsay Fiction

Soulburner
Aug 15, 2024
52
I used to feel guilty and now when I'm confronted with "but people love you" or anything else like that I just get angry.
 
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DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

Digging deeper just to throw it away.
Mar 14, 2024
1,032
Was that person me lol? I don't remember if I had a post about that.
 
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Jessectb

Nothingness is blissful
Aug 10, 2024
11
Why should I feel sorry, I had no choice being bought into this life.
 
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highwaytoheaven

Member
Aug 15, 2024
45
im a christian and I don't feel guilty at all. im the one in pain here.

In the bible it says thou shalt not murder but ive heard stories of people making it into heaven, and the proof is when they appeared to their loved ones in dreams saying that they are in heaven now.
 
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davidtorez

Arcanist
Mar 8, 2024
439
No. I didn't ask to be born, so I can check out on my time.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,413
Was that person me lol? I don't remember if I had a post about that.

No, it was a post I read this morning over in the 'Sanctuary' section. You know how reading one thing makes you think of creating your own post?
 
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SoulWhisperer

Careless Soul « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
224
I don't feel guilty because I don't really care about most things, I just hope what I feel is genuine because I struggle with identity and stuff.
 
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destinationlosangel

destinationlosangel

Student
Feb 16, 2024
191
No guilt. Just regret holding on even when things had been so bad in the past
 
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CantDoIt

Experienced
Jul 18, 2024
265
The thoughts, no. The action, yes. I know I will devastate some people and that really upsets me I don't know if that or SI makes it harder to consider.
 
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bugs_for_brains

bugs_for_brains

We can always regroup on the moon <3
Mar 4, 2024
79
i feel guilty bc its gonna upset my family. Sometimes I don't feel guilt about hurting my parents because they've hurt me so much and never seem to notice/care and always find a way to defend themselves when confronted so sometimes when im angry I feel like "lol try and find a way to excuse this" but most of the time thats not how I feel hence why im waiting for one of them to die first so she doesnt have to deal with it. And aside from them, my little sister has never done anything to me and I feel guilty because we're very close and shes been treated even worse by our parents so I know when im gone she'll be messed up severely. I've considered waiting until she can move out but doesn't seem realistic at all given our situation
 
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Tarrasque

Tarrasque

Member
Apr 4, 2024
45
I don't know if this is just me but people work very hard to make me feel guilty for it, and I guess over time it's worked to some degree. I guess they're just doing their best to try and keep me alive. I also don't want to leave people grieving but that's peanuts compared to having a person suffer for decades.
 
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onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
266
I used to not feel guilty until just recently when I found out that I am becoming an uncle soon. I sort of wanna delay my CTB date (tomorrow morning) because of this but we'll see.
 
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3/4Dead

3/4Dead

Peace, Love, Empathy
Feb 27, 2024
340
So much guilt. Feel like I owe everyone something to make up for it but I have no idea what.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
773
Yes, I do, because I feel like I shouldn't feel this way given my objective standards of living.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,486
Surprisingly no. I feel far guiltier that I haven't acted on my suicidal thoughts and done the world a favor.
 
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