flightless bird

flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
216
To get what you need for ctb?
 
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chronicphysicalpain

Member
Jun 28, 2021
56
Not really; I bet 99.9% of pharmacies don't have pentobarbital in stock...
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,420
Yes. Once in a while I think everyone has these kind of thoughts.
Doing something illegal and wrong, just to fulfil an urgent "want" or "need".
I think that's normal and natural.

The difference is that 99.9% of us don't act on those thoughts.
;o)
 
hey.howare.u

hey.howare.u

Member
Sep 3, 2022
17
Yes, once red something about someone who stole drugs to ctb, he said he saw god, but didnt leave sadly.
Want to ctb, so yes i want to...
And thought about it
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,169
I doubt that there would be anything that people could successfully ctb on in the pharmacy where I live. If you were able to get ways to ctb at the pharmacy then it probably would be unlikely that websites exist discussing suicide methods. I wish that dying is that easy but after all we live in a pro suffering society that wants to force us to live.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
398
Unlikely to be anything in most pharmacies or if there is a fatal cocktail we wouldn't know what to steal.

Not there but vet yeah. To steal a bottle of N

Exactly, never thought about breaking in but often thought about N being under that roof as I drive past.
 
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sad_rock

Student
Aug 27, 2023
145
i know someone who used to be a pharm-tech and breakins in pharmacies are surprisingly common. not encouraging robberies in any way... pharmacy tech is like working in retail job in hell with addicts
 
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gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
311
I used to work in Big Pharma. It was where I experienced severe, sustained bullying that destroyed my cognitive abilities and even though I had a witness statement and was happening in front of all my colleagues and even to some of them aswell (and I covertly took 300 audio recordings) it was denied by everyone else around me and even said that I was also bullying the bully, The union promised to help me but ended up lying and messing everything up.
When my GP finally prescribed me propranolol after knowing for 2 years about what had happened and that I had been told I was possibly suffering PTSD depression, and anxiety and was autistic, I was so badly affected, I decided to take the lot. I had quality checked the batches of propranolol I had.

Sometimes I Ironically wish I was still there so I could request refresher training on production and I'd choose a day they were packing what I wanted. I know I'd never go through with it but the fantasy of stealing it from the employer who did this to me does go through my mind
 
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timing

Member
Nov 22, 2023
33
You should break into a vet instead of a pharmacy!
 
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watchingthebuses

Member
Mar 18, 2023
58
Any decent pharmacies in US will have an alarm system. And cops respond faster for pharmacies because they think you're after opioids or drugs to sell on street. At least that's my experience. I feel like successful break-ins are usually done by the people who knows what they're doing, at least from the video footages I've seen. I wonder if vets have less or more security. I feel like people wouldn't think to break into vets more than pharmacies.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,435
yes often no doubt it would all gone bad for me and i'd end up in a worse place than i am now
 
DEATH IS FREEDOM

DEATH IS FREEDOM

Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
Sep 13, 2023
608
In nature, there is no mine or yours. Civilization has created a system of injusticies - robbing people of things that should have been shared by all of us and the pharmacy´s goods should be no exception. Doctors have too much power. I know which medicines that suit me and I do not need doctor´s prescription and opinion. Medicines for health problems or suicide should be easier to obtain. Man has the right to decide over his own life and death. But the medicines that are prescribed where I live should be possible to buy without prescription in some other countries. That is what foreigners have told me. If I were to steal from the pharmacies where I live, the police would catch me before I have time to use the medicines. If I end up in prison, suicide will be more difficult to carry out than at home. There is no point in breaking into the pharmacy where I live - there are too many people here.
 
IWishToDie

IWishToDie

I check notifications once per week
Dec 31, 2023
480
You should break into a vet instead of a pharmacy!
There's a vet less than 100 metres away from my house...

Knowing there is Nembutal inside only 100 metres away from my head, when I'm laying in bed wishing for death every morning at 4am. It drives me insane.
 
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dinosavr

dinosavr

and if i’m turning blue please don’t save me 🌛
Dec 14, 2023
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There's a vet less than 100 metres away from my house...

Knowing there is Nembutal inside only 100 metres away from my head, when I'm laying in bed wishing for death every morning at 4am. It drives me insane.
Same here. It's right next door and it actually hurts sometimes knowing it's so close and yet so far away.
 

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