I'm heavily medicated and it helps. But I occasionally get angry that I'm still alive and that living often times means a slow, painful, and steady death.
Sometimes I get that feeling, after waking up but before my life programs are initialized, that awareness that I'm awake but there is something bad I don't want to remember just yet.
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