Do you ever feel like maybe you actually succeeded?

[Atticuss]

I wonder this a lot. I've had three attempts, and two of them I don't really know how I survived. But it's made me think- maybe I didn't? Maybe this is just a purgatory I'm in now

Does anyone else feel like this?

 

[shiny_quill]

Not really, but mostly because I don't buy into the notion of afterlife. It sounds cruel, and if this is a purgatory, then it was put in place by someone or something so deranged it's a little frightening :/

 

[charlavail]

no bc my cat is here and she's too sweet to be stuck in the hell i'm mentally living in

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

no bc my cat is here and she's too sweet to be stuck in the hell i'm mentally living in

Accurate. My cat is too loveable for this to be purgatory.

 

[fightclub17]

I wonder this a lot. I've had three attempts, and two of them I don't really know how I survived. But it's made me think- maybe I didn't? Maybe this is just a purgatory I'm in now

Does anyone else feel like this?

I've survived one serious attempt, and I feel this. It's like a never ending horror movie.

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

sometimes i wonder this too. i've felt very different since my attempt in december. i dont know that i believe in that but i've just felt so weird in then so i dont know.

 

[need2exit]

I wonder this a lot. I've had three attempts, and two of them I don't really know how I survived. But it's made me think- maybe I didn't? Maybe this is just a purgatory I'm in now

Does anyone else feel like this?

I literally feel like a walking corpse, the world felt like it stopped moving and i think im in hell

 

[Atticuss]

I'm glad some people get what I mean, at least. I'm not sure how much detail I can go into here but at the very least I definitely have some lingering damage from it. Life feels like a dream now and time goes by so fast.