Discussion Do you believe there is any hope for the future, or your future, at all?

[Ardesevent]

Why or why not, and why?

 

[dysfunctional]

I'm locked in an unshakeable depressive state. I don't see it getting better and believe my life will continue to decline.

 

[Good4Nothing]

50/50.
I have hopes, but they've been dashed before. They will be again, I'm sure.

 

[Deleted member 17331]

Yes, all my hope is contained in my ctb. I still hope that this time my attempt will not fail and I will make it out.

 

[RightSaidFred]

I'm 55 ... I probably had hope I might salvage things up until maybe 10 years ago. Now I realize I simply don't have the desire to even try anymore. I enjoy the few things I can where possible, live like a recluse, and just waiting for the right time to CTB and I hope I have the courage to do so.

 

[K-O]

i have always been puzzled by the word hope..
the Israeli anthem is titled "The Hope"and i always found it existentially funny.
for me it embodies the tragic existence of humans and persecution of the underdog..
i guess hope for me is the sensation i get from beauty and love..
it happened also when i know my day was near.. also in war time.. or when in love..
so 50\50?..
i think i only have "hope" for external things i care about.. not sure about myself.. do i have a self?..
(borderline personality much?..)

 

[trouble]

I'm unsure.
I'm still young but really damn unmotivated to make anything out of my life. I mean, I could try with therapy first, hell, I'd even get it for free - but I'm just so..I don't want to. I could try to pull myself together and work for a better future, but I can't bring myself to do so.
Short answer: if I keep being the way I am right now, I doubt that it will get better.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

No. Because we cannot resurect the dead in real life.

 

[pentobarbitaldreams]

I have schizophrenia, and the doctors said I'm likely to have more psychotic episodes throughout my life. No point living through that again.

 

[AlreadyGone]

No. I gave up on the future. I tried to create a life that I wanted and that fell flat.

 

[ZardozOmega]

absolutely 100% not

 

[Good4Nothing]

No. I gave up on the future. I tried to create a life that I wanted and that fell flat.

Man, me too. Many, many times.
My whole life is one perpetual slog of trying to create a life I want.
I'll be 75 and still trying to create that life. If I live that long...

 

[dysfunctional]

No. I gave up on the future. I tried to create a life that I wanted and that fell flat.

Same here

 

[Mistake of Nature]

There's no hope for me. I'm damaged beyond repair.

The only hope I cling onto is that one day I'll be able to overcome my SI and put myself out of my misery.

 

[dysfunctional]

There's no hope for me. I'm damaged beyond repair.

The only hope I cling onto is that one day I'll be able to overcome my SI and put myself out of my misery.

Well said. I'm right there with you. SI is brutal for keeping us here.

 

[Saddaisy]

Nope... this world and 99% of people in it suck and are evil. I'm so ready for these next 2 weeks to be over. Looking up more meds to get since I realized I have free access to many different prescription drugs. So gonna look up what's best for anti emetics and what will help speed things along. I'll slowly build it up over the next few days.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

I don't think there's any hope for my future. I don't really want anything, and I've noticed that I self sabatoge and struggle with commitment.

It's pretty much my own fault that I won't get better.

 

[undersea_water]

No, because i am tired... i don't even have energy for living.

i think is stupid to live this life, i don't feel like wanting to be a mother or have a partner.
There is not logical meaning for living to be honest.

What can be the big deal ? Maybe traveling but...that all?
working?
life is bulshit


Just like my signature says LOL

 

[Natsu Suki]

No, there's nothing left for me here. Nobody to really miss me which is a plus, I'm glad to not be leaving anyone behind who I could accidentally hurt. But also really sad, all this time I've been so lonely. In the end it all returns to nothing and there's no Misaki to save me (ΦωΦ)ﾌﾌﾌ!

 

[Green Destiny]

When it comes to my future there might be a small chance, the future pertaining to the world? Fuck no this planet's doomed to total oblivion.

 

[Close_to_freedom]

Nope. I'm thinking I have a month left.

 

[Muirthemne]

50/50 cause it depends on who's future.

I actually still have a lot of hope for the world as a whole. I know there's tonnes of awfulness out there, and I understand why people get cynical, but I've still met so many wonderful people and seen so much beauty and good in the world. It will be a rough road, and things may never be perfect, but I think there is a bright and hopeful future for the world ahead.

But for myself, hell no. I've been a disaster all my life, and that's not going to change. I'm a loser who doesn't fit in anywhere. No one loves me, and no one's ever going to. It's a beautiful and hopeful world, but that's exactly why someone as ugly and hopeless as me doesn't belong here.

 

[happy?1270]

All my good relationships end in a messy obsessive way. It feels repetitive. I may have undiagnosed bipolar. And I feel like I'm most likely to die of suicide someday anyways.

 

[lostangel]

50/50 because I'm stuck in an emotionally abusive home. When I leave it there is a possibility for me to get better.

 

[SpottedPanda]

Very little chance of things changing personally for me. I'll always be a schizophrenic, always on brain numbing antipsychotics. It's likely I won't ever move out of low income housing. I see things as permanently stagnant

 

[Mr2005]

I want to. I really do but it can be taken away in an instant.

 

[Bct]

None at all. Unemployed, broke, has no marketable skills, various mental issues like anxiety & depression, have no best friends, & no girl loves me back. Even if I could survive for years, I could be a horrible person. Better to be dead than alive while it's still possible.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

No. Not even a little bit.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Nope. For me it's not a matter of years. It's a matter of quality of life. If I die today or in 10 years my helth will be the shitty same. I want to stop my suffering

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

No. My health keeps getting worse. I can't handle it. No job,friends etc.