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johnny
Experienced
- Dec 5, 2018
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Well, perhaps it's my mind projecting my anxieties? When I'm hallucinating we really do have entire family gathering of all including the dead. Only later I'll bring it up to other folks only to discover I imagined it. I mean the party did happen but only with living family.I hope they don't exist, because it really conflicts with my desire for eternal peace through death.
I'm not talking about an afterlife though, just ghostsNo.
Some years ago,my heart failed and I was resuscitated using a defibrillator.
It's been suggested that I might just not have been gone for long enough and that could be correct.
But from what I saw, there was nothing.
Could you describe it?i do because ive seen one once in our house that we rented, that house was scary AF
I'm a satanist and occultist. I do.(kinda) I am a skeptic and I only believe in something that I have solid proof or experience to back it up.
I'm a novice demonolator, and I have been LaVeyan before that, and an atheist before that.What's being a satanist like?
I've heard demonic voices in my head after I tried to hang myself. Wouldn't do me much good tho lolI'm a novice demonolator, and I have been LaVeyan before that, and an atheist before that.
I don't know what to tell you. It's great. The thought of forming a relationship with demon that will bring me personal gain is good.
Those probably weren't real demons. It was just you.I've heard demonic voices in my head after I tried to hang myself. Wouldn't do me much good tho lol
Why do you say that?Those probably weren't real demons. It was just you.