actual_fox
Arcanist
- Sep 15, 2022
- 469
I just want to know If the same thing happen to other people;
I can have reasonable day and then something small can happen and I can spiral down into a deep depression and suicidal/self harm thoughts for few hours. It happens to me almost daily, especially when I am tired. This does not happen to me when I just sit at home- this is why I isolate a lot, outside world is kinda overwhelming. This might be one of the struggles typical for oversensitive people on Autism spectrum.
This is big suicide fuel for me- because I cannot isolate forever and I just cannot function well. I have been working in many jobs and psychological problems were the cause of me leaving them, this plus inability to work for long hours. Even in University I have a problems because of fatigue I feel after coming home. I come home and I already feel drained, cannot start studying because I am already exhausted.
I can have reasonable day and then something small can happen and I can spiral down into a deep depression and suicidal/self harm thoughts for few hours. It happens to me almost daily, especially when I am tired. This does not happen to me when I just sit at home- this is why I isolate a lot, outside world is kinda overwhelming. This might be one of the struggles typical for oversensitive people on Autism spectrum.
This is big suicide fuel for me- because I cannot isolate forever and I just cannot function well. I have been working in many jobs and psychological problems were the cause of me leaving them, this plus inability to work for long hours. Even in University I have a problems because of fatigue I feel after coming home. I come home and I already feel drained, cannot start studying because I am already exhausted.