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dopaminenthusiast
i just want peace of mind
- May 4, 2024
- 23
do you also cry when you think about dying? because i do
i understood I don't wanna die, I'm just hopeless, i think i was born hopeless.
I always had a weird idea of death, never was afraid of it. and I'm not but i just found out i actually like living, i like the little things the world has to offer. it makes me stupidly happy seeing the rain. i think i just hate the life i was born in. everything it's just so miserable everyday to the point I'm not living anymore but more like surviving. do you also got used to be in pain to the point you can act like it's not there? but it never really leaves. I don't think i want to but i have to end me because I can't stand it anymore
i understood I don't wanna die, I'm just hopeless, i think i was born hopeless.
I always had a weird idea of death, never was afraid of it. and I'm not but i just found out i actually like living, i like the little things the world has to offer. it makes me stupidly happy seeing the rain. i think i just hate the life i was born in. everything it's just so miserable everyday to the point I'm not living anymore but more like surviving. do you also got used to be in pain to the point you can act like it's not there? but it never really leaves. I don't think i want to but i have to end me because I can't stand it anymore