Discussion Do u plan to ctb anytime soon?

[HumongousTheGod]

my next attempt will be monday... i was wondering if anyone else planned on going soon... i was thinking maybe waiting till after christmas cuz family but i just don't wanna be here anymore at this point...

 

[GreenLantern]

my next attempt will be monday... i was wondering if anyone else planned on going soon... i was thinking maybe waiting till after christmas cuz family but i just don't wanna be here anymore at this point...

No doubt god. I'm planning on end of next month at the latest but may go sooner. Right now I'm trying to get my will and belongings in order.

 

[HumongousTheGod]

No doubt god. I'm planning on end of next month at the latest but may go sooner. Right now I'm trying to get my will and belongings in order.

method?

 

[HumongousTheGod]

does anyone know of a cheap gun that'd work? i'm feeling impulsive today

 

[Kingkelly]

my next attempt will be monday... i was wondering if anyone else planned on going soon... i was thinking maybe waiting till after christmas cuz family but i just don't wanna be here anymore at this point...

All of my methods are falling thru. Was really relying on n and now I have to wait until after the 1st I can't wait that long. All I have is SN and that sounds really scary to me.

 

[GreenLantern]

method?

Drinking N.

does anyone know of a cheap gun that'd work? i'm feeling impulsive today

I think most handguns are under $600 and if there's a sell or you buy privately, you can even get them for half of that price. I think shotguns are as low as $400-500

All of my methods are falling thru. Was really relying on n and now I have to wait until after the 1st I can't wait that long. All I have is SN and that sounds really scary to me.

Ouch. Sorry. That really sucks. What is A on vacation or something?

 

[HumongousTheGod]

Drinking N.



I think most handguns are under $600 and if there's a sell or you buy privately, you can even get them for half of that price. I think shotguns are as low as $400-500



Ouch. Sorry. That really sucks. What is A on vacation or something?

how much is N?

 

[HumongousTheGod]

feel like that'd require the least survival instinct

 

[nullatu]

yeah. i plan on partially hanging myself this sunday, however, my friend found my reddit account and knows about it. He thinks it's me, even saying my name and shit, but I denied everything and deleted all evidence that it is really me. Hope he doesn't come to his senses and contacts the cops / my parents.

 

[GreenLantern]

how much is N?

I think I paid $630usd for 2 bottles.

feel like that'd require the least survival instinct

Definitely. That's why people take the risk and do it. I really hope it works. Because my back up plan is what you mentioned. Getting the gun

 

[HumongousTheGod]

yeah. i plan on partially hanging myself this sunday, however, my friend found my reddit account and knows about it. He thinks it's me, even saying my name and shit, but I denied everything and deleted all evidence that it is really me. Hope he doesn't come to his senses and contacts the cops / my parents.

that's funny a similar situation happened to me a few weeks ago. i'm most likely going w/ partial too but this time i'll be drinking i backed out last time

 

[Kingkelly]

does anyone know of a cheap gun that'd work? i'm feeling impulsive today

Yes I'm desperate

 

[GreenLantern]

Not comfortable with the payment options except for bitcoin AMD they are holding jy till after the first

I paid western union, but I bought mine before that scandal

 

[TAW122]

I think most handguns are under $600 and if there's a sell or you buy privately, you can even get them for half of that price. I think shotguns are as low as $400-500

I think you can generally find a shotgun much cheaper than $400-500, for example, the Maverick 88 by Mossberg is around $190 at retail shop as per BudsGunStore.

 

[Comatose11]

January 5, 6, 7, or 8.

 

[GreenLantern]

I think you can generally find a shotgun much cheaper than $400-500, for example, the Maverick 88 by Mossberg is around $190 at retail shop as per BudsGunStore.

Guess I overshot the mark a bit. $190 is an awesome deal.

 

[HumongousTheGod]

I think you can generally find a shotgun much cheaper than $400-500, for example, the Maverick 88 by Mossberg is around $190 at retail shop as per BudsGunStore.

i'm now condering this. how would i hold it though? thanks x

 

[15dec]

Yeah, planning on ctb Monday. If that doesn't work I'll be able to keep trying until Friday then I'll have to wait until after Christmas

 

[Crest33]

Next Monday or Wednesday. Normally it's Wednesday.

 

[Jodes]

After Xmas defo. Might be wrong but leaves a last memory that i can put effort into for once

 

[therhydler]

will be trying with partial every time I'm alone at home... I have a grim feeling that it won't work though. If it doesn't I will have to go for full, though I don't like the idea of it :( I wish I had N, though I will only have enough money to order maybe in January and possibly not even then and I can't wait that long

 

[furax53]

I intend to do ctb when I would have found the right partner and I hope soon

 

[Kingkelly]

will be trying with partial every time I'm alone at home... I have a grim feeling that it won't work though. If it doesn't I will have to go for full, though I don't like the idea of it :( I wish I had N, though I will only have enough money to order maybe in January and possibly not even then and I can't wait that long

Ya it looks like Jan will be when I can get n too. I don't think any method but that will actually work for me. Crazy how much the other methods are unreliable. Some succeed though and that is unbelievable

 

[therhydler]

Ya it looks like Jan will be when I can get n too. I don't think any method but that will actually work for me. Crazy how much the other methods are unreliable. Some succeed though and that is unbelievable

I think out of the other methods full hanging if you do it right is pretty reliable... but so scary :/

 

[Kingkelly]

Yes scary and painful. It shouldn't be this hard :/

I think out of the other methods full hanging if you do it right is pretty reliable... but so scary :/

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I plan to CTB by March. So some time in February.

 

[Eren]

The next summer, June, July or August.