aneurysm
Mage
- Jan 27, 2019
- 584
Anyone else here is that type of person? I feel like I am that type of person.
Could it be that you are suicidal because you are too attached to certain values? If being loyal to these values make you suicidal, why not drop them? Why would you be loyal to hopeless human values?
For example, I often hear us say that we don't like the "degenerate" society we live in, that nature is being destroyed, that friendship has become scarce, that love is a scam, that family is toxic, that the government is corrupt, that nature is merciless and so on.
Why don't you just become all these things? You have enough time if you are a NEET to brainwash yourself into becoming like them, or even worse. Why would you chose to lament till the ends of time on this forum?
I have no intention of doing this anymore. I'm tired of being a good person, a fair person, a loyal person, a reasonable person. I'm tired of caring about sustainable things like human connection. I don't know if I'm going insane as a result of deciding to quit my life-long addiction, but I feel like this is truly it.
You know, it's relatively rare to be suicidal. Most people are shocked by this concept. We are the lowest of the lowest. And so, in each of us, there is the very real potential of being the best of the best players at this sick game. I know that if we truly wanted it... problem is most of you are weak in your will and way too kind in the soul.
Being a good person isn't about having kind thoughts and actions. The good people of this world are the most dangerous people because although they look like saint, they are fondamentales selfish. A good person is fondamentally more toxic than a bad person.
If you think you're bad because you once stole something, or had bad thoughts or evil actions, then your problem is not that you're bad, but that you're an idiot.
Can you look closer and see that the better someone is, the more ressources he consumes? And that includes love, and that includes attention. Good people receive more of these things at the expense of bad people who, in the process of taking back what is theirs, look like bad people. people who want to be "better people" are just selfish cunts.
This is just a rant. I'm sorry, not sorry if I offended any good person on here. Or better-than-thou person.
Someone here once said that who killed the most people? Armed governments or armed individuals? And governments are supposed to be wiser than the individual. I think that sums up this rant.
WHY IS EVERYONE ACTING LIKE CONVENTIONALLY GOOD PEOPLE AREN'T THE MOST SELFISH.
I know we have a social contract of silence around this topic. I'm not saying or attacking any good person, I'm one.
I'm only saying that we we are unwilling to ask ourselves obvious questions like that, we, as a spect, will remain retarded and we will keep doing irrational stuff.
How about we ask ourselves basic questions?
Daisy's anti-confrontation sub-personality: anyway, obviously this was just a pointless, irrational rant haha. Obviously, I'm just going insane as a result of quitting a life-long addiction of mine lol. Please excuse me
Could it be that you are suicidal because you are too attached to certain values? If being loyal to these values make you suicidal, why not drop them? Why would you be loyal to hopeless human values?
For example, I often hear us say that we don't like the "degenerate" society we live in, that nature is being destroyed, that friendship has become scarce, that love is a scam, that family is toxic, that the government is corrupt, that nature is merciless and so on.
Why don't you just become all these things? You have enough time if you are a NEET to brainwash yourself into becoming like them, or even worse. Why would you chose to lament till the ends of time on this forum?
I have no intention of doing this anymore. I'm tired of being a good person, a fair person, a loyal person, a reasonable person. I'm tired of caring about sustainable things like human connection. I don't know if I'm going insane as a result of deciding to quit my life-long addiction, but I feel like this is truly it.
You know, it's relatively rare to be suicidal. Most people are shocked by this concept. We are the lowest of the lowest. And so, in each of us, there is the very real potential of being the best of the best players at this sick game. I know that if we truly wanted it... problem is most of you are weak in your will and way too kind in the soul.
Being a good person isn't about having kind thoughts and actions. The good people of this world are the most dangerous people because although they look like saint, they are fondamentales selfish. A good person is fondamentally more toxic than a bad person.
If you think you're bad because you once stole something, or had bad thoughts or evil actions, then your problem is not that you're bad, but that you're an idiot.
Can you look closer and see that the better someone is, the more ressources he consumes? And that includes love, and that includes attention. Good people receive more of these things at the expense of bad people who, in the process of taking back what is theirs, look like bad people. people who want to be "better people" are just selfish cunts.
This is just a rant. I'm sorry, not sorry if I offended any good person on here. Or better-than-thou person.
Someone here once said that who killed the most people? Armed governments or armed individuals? And governments are supposed to be wiser than the individual. I think that sums up this rant.
WHY IS EVERYONE ACTING LIKE CONVENTIONALLY GOOD PEOPLE AREN'T THE MOST SELFISH.
I know we have a social contract of silence around this topic. I'm not saying or attacking any good person, I'm one.
I'm only saying that we we are unwilling to ask ourselves obvious questions like that, we, as a spect, will remain retarded and we will keep doing irrational stuff.
How about we ask ourselves basic questions?
Daisy's anti-confrontation sub-personality: anyway, obviously this was just a pointless, irrational rant haha. Obviously, I'm just going insane as a result of quitting a life-long addiction of mine lol. Please excuse me
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