ChaiTea
Member
- Apr 17, 2023
- 36
tw i think??? not sure
am i still beautiful if im dead? if i killed myself, would you still think im pretty? would you still want to fuck me? would you never see me past my body?
my god i'm tired of people. did i imagine it all? please don't touch me. sometimes i wish i could be loved for more than my body. i'm not even sure HOW to be loved for any more. is there even any part of me that's whole? that's lovable? that's even remotely human?
i'm nothing more than a parasitic maggot and yet you claim to like me. love me even.
do you really believe in love at first sight? or maybe i'm just easy. maybe there's no part of me capable of being loved.
for the love of god, can you tell me anything other than i'm pretty? than "i could pull"? than im hot?
can you fucking acknowledge my existence? my insatiable, sinful, and so eternally dissatisfied existence?
am i still beautiful if im dead? if i killed myself, would you still think im pretty? would you still want to fuck me? would you never see me past my body?
my god i'm tired of people. did i imagine it all? please don't touch me. sometimes i wish i could be loved for more than my body. i'm not even sure HOW to be loved for any more. is there even any part of me that's whole? that's lovable? that's even remotely human?
i'm nothing more than a parasitic maggot and yet you claim to like me. love me even.
do you really believe in love at first sight? or maybe i'm just easy. maybe there's no part of me capable of being loved.
for the love of god, can you tell me anything other than i'm pretty? than "i could pull"? than im hot?
can you fucking acknowledge my existence? my insatiable, sinful, and so eternally dissatisfied existence?