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6o66yx
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- Sep 29, 2023
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I saw so called "shadow people" after a real, young woman whom I was dating at that time announced those creatures beforehand.
Since the woman and her words were real, I can only conclude that these beings, whatever they are, also exist outside my mind, unfortunately.
I've heard a lot of times that it was just an hallucination, and I would wish that to be true so bad. But it would be absurd to believe that a real person can 'announce' an hallucination that I'm about to experience, how would that be possible?
Anyway, I concluded that this supernatural phenomena has to do something with the afterlife, which really gatekeeps me from going to the point of no return. What's the point of ending earhly misery if I end up in a far worse state in which I'm trapped for an unknown amount of time (some hellish realm)?
Although I don't understand that I passed out on GHB many times (for hours) and didn't leave my body as a ghost or something. So there is a state of 'nothingness' and my hope is still that this state just persist after one's death.
This is by far not the only supernatural/paranormal event that I went through, but I don't understand what's really going on in that regard. Unconsciousness exist, dead people and animals just seem to be 'gone' from what the eye perceives, so what the heck is this paranormal stuff or the afterlife then?
Can someone 'love me' and give me an answer to all of this, please? I can't cope with it anymore.
Since the woman and her words were real, I can only conclude that these beings, whatever they are, also exist outside my mind, unfortunately.
I've heard a lot of times that it was just an hallucination, and I would wish that to be true so bad. But it would be absurd to believe that a real person can 'announce' an hallucination that I'm about to experience, how would that be possible?
Anyway, I concluded that this supernatural phenomena has to do something with the afterlife, which really gatekeeps me from going to the point of no return. What's the point of ending earhly misery if I end up in a far worse state in which I'm trapped for an unknown amount of time (some hellish realm)?
Although I don't understand that I passed out on GHB many times (for hours) and didn't leave my body as a ghost or something. So there is a state of 'nothingness' and my hope is still that this state just persist after one's death.
This is by far not the only supernatural/paranormal event that I went through, but I don't understand what's really going on in that regard. Unconsciousness exist, dead people and animals just seem to be 'gone' from what the eye perceives, so what the heck is this paranormal stuff or the afterlife then?
Can someone 'love me' and give me an answer to all of this, please? I can't cope with it anymore.