willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
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will anyone care? did anyone miss me when i left last year?
i appreciate your honesty. while i did go missing from here for a year, i was more referring to when i left home for a year to go to a facility. sorry for being vague it was a very rough nightNot to say that anybody hasn't missed you but this place has such a high turn over rate it's like every 3-6 months let alone a year it's a different atmosphere with a different set of members. After being on here for 3 years I've noticed this trend and in my honest brutal opinion no one cares as much as you want them to care. I've had some friends I've gotten very close to but because of being both suicidal, life getting in the way, the fact that humans aren't meant to communicate through screens, etc.,etc., it just becomes so hard to keep in touch let alone to care after a while. Most especially if someone is going to kill themselves and after being through that so many times I've become so numb to it that I just can't bother getting to know people anymore. I know this is not fucking helping whatsoever but atleast this might explain why you think no one keeps in touch. There's more to it than just that but still. I'm sorry you're going through this. Hope you can have a tolerable day if you can.
So that you can bring meaning and love to others, you need to find love in YOU.will anyone care? did anyone miss me when i left last year?