kurisutinabestgirl
Kurisu is best girl
- Oct 14, 2021
- 82
Do I even deserve to peacefully just cbt?
I probably don't have any mentall ilnesses. I don't have trauma. I have a financially very stable life. I have a somewhat supportive family. I am not bullied.
I am also a terrible person.
I do have some pain and hearing issues, and I am somewhat lonely, but hell, everyone experiences inconviniences like these.
I feel really guilty about cbt-ing. I know I want to, even though as I mentioned above, my life is okay, I don't feel like I want to live, I definitely want my existence to stop, and this thought is getting reinforced in me every day.
I just wonder, can I really be so selfish to leave my family behind, in these conditions, just because I have no will to live?
I probably don't have any mentall ilnesses. I don't have trauma. I have a financially very stable life. I have a somewhat supportive family. I am not bullied.
I am also a terrible person.
I do have some pain and hearing issues, and I am somewhat lonely, but hell, everyone experiences inconviniences like these.
I feel really guilty about cbt-ing. I know I want to, even though as I mentioned above, my life is okay, I don't feel like I want to live, I definitely want my existence to stop, and this thought is getting reinforced in me every day.
I just wonder, can I really be so selfish to leave my family behind, in these conditions, just because I have no will to live?