Do any of you have npd?

[ve.nin]

How does it feel like?

 

[Aim]

Traits!
But I'm also everything also, so it's kinda hard to be concrete about npd traits. Are you NPD?

 

[ve.nin]

I've identified some traits but no, not the disorder. What traits do you have?

 

[Aim]

But, it's not to be mean to others. It's often unintentional. Npd is more like a protection mechanism to cope with internal pain. That can make others believe you are mean on purpose, which is not the case! Sorry if you fiend yourself struggeling with this.

 

[ve.nin]

But, it's not to be mean to others. It's often unintentional. Npd is more like a protection mechanism to cope with internal pain. That can make others believe you are mean on purpose, which is not the case! Sorry if you fiend yourself struggeling with this.

MDD is my demon it's actually double depression. PDD+MDD

Which makes it unbereable and treatment resistant

 

[Aim]

Hmmmf well where should I start . I can switch from loving someone to hating them in a minute. Which has been a constant struggel. Because it's irrational. That has taken alot of work. Perfectionism. Overconfidence.
What? Treatment resistant? How, and why? You never feel happy feelings ever or glimpses of light

 

[ve.nin]

I have perfectionism as well. For me it's basically being very shitty with myself, not with others

 

[Aim]

I'm very sorry about that

I have perfectionism as well. For me it's basically being very shitty with myself, not with others

What? Why? How?

 

[ve.nin]

I'm very sorry about that

What? Why? How?

3 more days to go

My father is a sociopath and he was really fucking inhumane to me and I internalised that. My mother just didn't give a shit.

So yeah, learn self-love in that situation.

I'm very loving and affectionate to others though. Idk where that came from but at least I developed that.

 

[Aim]

Wait? Was I beeing unclear? 3 days to what?

 

[ve.nin]

I'm very sorry about that

What? Why? How?

Ty

Wait? Was I beeing unclear? 3 days to what?

3 days till I ctb

 

[Aim]

3 more days to go

My father is a sociopath and he was really fucking inhumane to me and I internalised that.

Oh Noooooo. Stop having him in your life? Have you gotten help therapy?

 

[ve.nin]

Oh Noooooo. Stop having him in your life? Have you gotten help therapy?

Yes. I've cut him off for years. Tried meds, therapy. But I won't take it anymore.

Enough is enough

 

[Aim]

I have perfectionism as well. For me it's basically being very shitty with myself, not with others

Your worthy! You are you. Your father is someone else! Screw him.

3 more days to go

My father is a sociopath and he was really fucking inhumane to me and I internalised that. My mother just didn't give a shit.

So yeah, learn self-love in that situation.

I'm very loving and affectionate to others though. Idk where that came from but at least I developed that.

You are!! Hold on to that!!! Don't give up!

Yes. I've cut him off for years. Tried meds, therapy. But I won't take it anymore.

Enough is enough

Oh well, that sucks!

Your worthy! You are you. Your father is someone else! Screw him.

You are!! Hold on to that!!! Don't give up!

Oh well, that sucks!

But very understandable with your feelings and your pain

 

[CPY]

I wish I had it.Not caring what others think and never getting offended by anything, believing you're always right... it sounds more like a superpower than a disorder.

Instead I've got ocd and believe everything I do is wrong and always care too much about other people's opinion and get offended so easily to the point others bad behavior or insults can change my whole day's mood for the worse

 

[ve.nin]

I wish I had it.Not caring what others think and never getting offended by anything, believing you're always right... it sounds more like a superpower than a disorder.

Instead I've got ocd and believe everything I do is wrong and always care too much about other people's opinion and get offended so easily to the point others bad behavior or insults can change my whole day's mood for the worse

I also believe everything I do is wrong

 

[Aim]

Your sweet but, thats not completely how NPD is! NPD do care!

 

[ve.nin]

Your sweet but, thats not completely how NPD is! NPD do care!

It surely appears like @CPY00 put it

 

[Aim]

Maybe your right. Idk I'm not a doctor. I feel for you @CPY00. I Wish you felt better
Sometimes I don't like to much diagnoses talks always, feels sometimes like it puts people in boxes. But at the same time we need it to. To be Abel to work with the root of the problems and hopefully make positive changes.

 

[ve.nin]

Your probably right then. Idk I'm not a doctor. I feel for you @CPY00. I Wish you felt better
Sometimes I don't like to much diagnoses talks always, feels sometimes like it puts people in boxes. But at the same time we need it to. To be Abel to work with the root of the problems and hopefully make positive change

very true

 

[BadChanges]

I dunno what I have honestly. I'm 33 male and i'm a mystery.. mentally and physically. Shrink doesn't think I have depression nowadays. Leaning towads personality disorder and has no clue what.

I have a lot of health issues that I felt kept me from developing interpersonal connections, going out, building a life... but I believe there is a lot more to it than that. I can go from loving someone to not caring much. When I feel ugly or shitty, it projects to the other person...I feel unworthy or something like that, but it's not entirely that. Maybe it has something to do with not feeling as desired. I can not for the life of me maintain a normal relationship. My mood and feelings change way too often. and It hurets other people and myself. I don't every try to manipulate people and I never have ill intentions.

 

[Aim]

Your worthy! You are you. Your father is someone else! Screw him.

You are!! Hold on to that!!! Don't give up!

Oh well, that sucks!

But very understandable when you feeling the way you do and with the pain

 

[Spiritual survivor]

My mother has it. It was very difficult for me as an autistic child with a mom who is highly narcissistic. I had high affective empathy but narcissists do not. They do however have higher cognitive empathy so they can read others better but they can't actually experience how it might feel for u when they hurt u, or it's more like they know they hurt u but they don't care.

 

[sserafim]

My mother has it. It was very difficult for me as an autistic child with a mom who is highly narcissistic. I had high affective empathy but narcissists do not. They do however have higher cognitive empathy so they can read others better but they can't actually experience how it might feel for u when they hurt u, or it's more like they know they hurt u but they don't care.

What's affective empathy? How do you know if you have it or not?