Hey everyone. So I've had bouts of dissociation for a while, originally spurred on by smoking too much weed. They used to really freak me out so I cut down my weed consumption tremendously out of fear of having more dissociation.
But recently I've been thinking that dissociation might actually be an advantage when it comes to SI. I stopped caring if I dissociated once I decided on ctb, but now I'm thinking I should purposely try to create more dissociation as I get closer to my range of dates I'm set to leave. Any thoughts on this?
But recently I've been thinking that dissociation might actually be an advantage when it comes to SI. I stopped caring if I dissociated once I decided on ctb, but now I'm thinking I should purposely try to create more dissociation as I get closer to my range of dates I'm set to leave. Any thoughts on this?
