Venting Discussions make me wan to ctb

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Whenever I have an argument with someone I want to go home and ctb. It's like the impulsiveness gives me the courage. I can't take it anymore. Everyday the ctb thoughts are stronger.

April

 

[Lostnotfound]

Whenever I have an argument with someone I want to go home and ctb. It's like the impulsiveness gives me the courage. I can't take it anymore. Everyday the ctb thoughts are stronger.

Relate to that.

and when people tell you it will get better and you dont want to ctb and tomorrow is another day and things will change and all the usual crap I'm just like lets do it now

 

[LMLN]

I can relate to both. If I am confronted in any way I think, ok I'll go ctb because i cannot improve.

 

[selfhater]

Whenever I have an argument with someone I want to go home and ctb. It's like the impulsiveness gives me the courage. I can't take it anymore. Everyday the ctb thoughts are stronger.

April

me too i get anxiety from having discussions with anyone and it makes me hate myself so so much

 

[Mr2005]

I don't have to do anything to do something wrong