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I Me & Myself

I Me & Myself

scared of change
Sep 9, 2025
70
I am well aware diphenhydramine alone is not a good way. Please read the entire thing and do not attempt a diphenhydramine overdose.

I did diphenhydramine before I became active here. -10/10 might post smt about that sometime.

I wonder: Is this, in any way, feasible? I need help overthinking this I guess.

I've been considering mixing alcohol with diphenhydramine for a while. Not necessarily gonna attempt it but my mind's been reeling lately and I wanna talk about it.

Getting 1g of diphenhydramine and ingesting it in one go is no issue.

If I'm good, I can get a BAC of 0.09 or 0.1 quite easily. I have the alc for it too.

I also have some Seroquel, but only like 75 mg. Knocks me out every time I take it tho!

I wonder if that cocktail would be enough. Probably not. At least I'd (hopefully) sleep the off thanks to the Seroquel + Alc.

Now that's got me thinking... What if I combine all that with partial hanging? Partial hanging's not great but it's the only thing I can do and assure I am not discovered immediately. I'd have a time window of roughly 4 hours at most, 3 hours at least.

Seroquel takes a small bit for me so I'd take it first, the n the diphenhydramine with the alc. All why I already am in position for partial. Maybe I can do a Sudoku for fun while I'm there, see how long I manage to stay awake enough to solve it.

Anyway just brain worms. Like I said my mind's reeling. I am 100% sure I want to die; if I could press a button and it'd kill me I would. But every method I thought off so far was unachievable right now or worse than just making it another day. This one's been itching my brain but it seems like an awful lot of effort.... And I'm tired. Very tired. I can't even muster the energy to eat anymore.
 
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bipolar22

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Aug 31, 2022
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diphenhydramine has no anti-anxiety effects. These other quantapine will cause anxiety ans shitty uncomfortable symtos. Alcohol is good. Want some more not gaice a fuck ir I die or not on top.fro your hanging add some benzodiazepine on top. Bin the rest. Not gonna do ehat u want them. Yes they sre sedative but you need gaba for anxiety release not tho otc and antspychotis. Hope this helps
 
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I Me & Myself

I Me & Myself

scared of change
Sep 9, 2025
70
diphenhydramine has no anti-anxiety effects. These other quantapine will cause anxiety ans shitty uncomfortable symtos. Alcohol is good. Want some more not gaice a fuck ir I die or not on top.fro your hanging add some benzodiazepine on top. Bin the rest. Not gonna do ehat u want them. Yes they sre sedative but you need gaba for anxiety release not tho otc and antspychotis. Hope this helps
Don't got benzos tho'

Diphenhydramine does the opposite, gives me more anxiety, I'm well aware. In my personal experience with it it makes me very tired and unable to control my body, muscles slackening etc etc.

Quetiapine is an antipsychotic but only at a Dose of like 300mg. 75mg will lower blood pressure and make tired.

Anxiety is no issue at all, I mostly just wanna weaken my body and have a deep nap ig.

cheers man, thanks
 

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