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porchpirate52

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Jan 14, 2026
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I accidently bought strotinium nitrate instead of Sodium nitrate, will it do the same thing?
 
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SeekingSerenity

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May 20, 2020
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Neither will be effective: it's nitrite you want, not nitrate.
 
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Do your research before attempting to buy a product you know nothing about, you're looking for sodium nitrite, which in many countries is hard to order without legal trouble
 
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porchpirate52

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Do your research before attempting to buy a product you know nothing about, you're looking for sodium nitrite, which in many countries is hard to order without legal trouble
I know, I wanted to ask here because people
Seem to know a lot about it
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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I would stop looking for it on Amazon, for starters.
 
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SeekingSerenity

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May 20, 2020
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Everywhere else I need to have an institution thing so I mean I don't exactly know where else to go.
That's the reality of trying to source sn at this point, but it also depends on where you live. If you're located in the US, it's probably gonna take quite a bit of research and digging to find a source that'll ship to you.
 
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porchpirate52

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Unfortunately I am located in the US, any ideas on ways to find it?
 
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黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Common mistake to not know the difference between nitrate and nitrite. You really should do a bit more research on SN ,look more into purity as well as how much you buy.

SN is getting harder to source so please keep that in mind.
 
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porchpirate52

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Common mistake to not know the difference between nitrate and nitrite. You really should do a bit more research on SN ,look more into purity as well as how much you buy.

SN is getting harder to source so please keep that in mind.
Yeah I'm seeing that, bought nitrate a year ago and now realized my mistake, I'm definitely ready to go so I'm looking into it way more and seeing its scarce
 
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IdentityDoe

IdentityDoe

What is freedom when demanded of you by a god?
Jan 14, 2026
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Sodium Nitrate (NANO3)
Sodium Nitrite (NANO2)

Nitrate will make you sick, and the other was sold on sites like ebay and amazon until they regulated it. It's pretty hard to come across the second unless someone gives you a source directly.
Okay thank you, I found this, should it work
That's a testing kit, don't spend money on it.
 
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porchpirate52

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Sodium Nitrate (NANO3)
Sodium Nitrite (NANO2)

Nitrate will make you sick, and the other was sold on sites like ebay and amazon until they regulated it. It's pretty hard to come across the second unless someone gives you a source directly.

That's a testing kit, don't spend money on it.
are there anything similar to nitrite that would do the job the it does?
 
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IdentityDoe

What is freedom when demanded of you by a god?
Jan 14, 2026
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are there anything similar to nitrite that would do the job the it does?
Everything else is either heavily regulated or straight up illegal. Nitrite has official uses in meat curing so you can find it if you know where to look. Compared to everything else people mention, it's much easier to come by but still takes a lot of searching to get it.
 
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porchpirate52

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Everything else is either heavily regulated or straight up illegal. Nitrite has official uses in meat curing so you can find it if you know where to look. Compared to everything else people mention, it's much easier to come by but still takes a lot of searching to get it.
Do you specifically know the site or where I can look for it at?
 
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IdentityDoe

What is freedom when demanded of you by a god?
Jan 14, 2026
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Do you specifically know the site or where I can look for it at?
I've been browsing around here trying to find a site but I think one of the websites got deleted or something. It's called "DMC" but I can't find anything about it even after going through 100's of search results. I hear there's a new website up called "DSL" but I still can't find anything about it.
 
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porchpirate52

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I've been browsing around here trying to find a site but I think one of the websites got deleted or something. It's called "DMC" but I can't find anything about it even after going through 100's of search results. I hear there's a new website up called "DSL" but I still can't find anything about it.
Any other methods that are cheap and somewhat painless? It seems I underestimated how difficult it is to buy these things.
 
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IdentityDoe

What is freedom when demanded of you by a god?
Jan 14, 2026
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Any other methods that are cheap and somewhat painless? It seems I underestimated how difficult it is to buy these things.
Nope. SN is arguably the best for it's purpose.
 
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porchpirate52

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Jan 14, 2026
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You will vomit, get diarrhea and be in severe pain, it's not even close to being worth it.
Well I'm fully ready to go so I'm open to any suggestions😭 I truly don't wanna be alive anymore so I'm ready to just CTB
 
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IdentityDoe

What is freedom when demanded of you by a god?
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Well I'm fully ready to go so I'm open to any suggestions😭 I truly don't wanna be alive anymore so I'm ready to just CTB
Even if that's the case. An option that's less messy and painful is just better. No one should suffer in their last moments.
 
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