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unwell lady
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- Jun 8, 2020
- 32
Hi all,
So getting more ill each day it seems unfortunately,going to keep this short not to bore you and because I feel so weak and hurting so much I just want to.curl up in bed and.cry.
I've narrowed my options down to the following
A.keep trying to get Nembutal but I was ripped of last week nearly £500 trying to purchase it! Really.added to my anxiety and stress levels
B. I have access to some strong painkillers try and overdose on them, problem is my tolerance is very high
C.ontinued from method B. With alchol and some kind of over the counter sedative and a "exit bag"? Just learning about these, what is it basically a bag you use to suffocate your self with? I'm also heard of gases being used with them,I know someone with access to co2 but only 12 grams would.that help/be enough?
D.mix all my meds together and take the lot hope for best
E. Hanging but as o e of my closest friends said what if the tree breaks and you end up brain dead
F..carbon monoxide poisoning? I have a way to do this I think.but to ill.to.go.fsr.enoubj where I wouldn't be 'rescued" also the symptoms terrify me! Seizures? Had them before and they are so frightening it's hard to put into words!
Wish someone could say to me here's a pill if you take it you'll fall asleep and won't wake up. I'd snap there hand off for it! It seems animals have more rights than is!
Any advice would be really appreciated
Thank you all so much
So getting more ill each day it seems unfortunately,going to keep this short not to bore you and because I feel so weak and hurting so much I just want to.curl up in bed and.cry.
I've narrowed my options down to the following
A.keep trying to get Nembutal but I was ripped of last week nearly £500 trying to purchase it! Really.added to my anxiety and stress levels
B. I have access to some strong painkillers try and overdose on them, problem is my tolerance is very high
C.ontinued from method B. With alchol and some kind of over the counter sedative and a "exit bag"? Just learning about these, what is it basically a bag you use to suffocate your self with? I'm also heard of gases being used with them,I know someone with access to co2 but only 12 grams would.that help/be enough?
D.mix all my meds together and take the lot hope for best
E. Hanging but as o e of my closest friends said what if the tree breaks and you end up brain dead
F..carbon monoxide poisoning? I have a way to do this I think.but to ill.to.go.fsr.enoubj where I wouldn't be 'rescued" also the symptoms terrify me! Seizures? Had them before and they are so frightening it's hard to put into words!
Wish someone could say to me here's a pill if you take it you'll fall asleep and won't wake up. I'd snap there hand off for it! It seems animals have more rights than is!
Any advice would be really appreciated
Thank you all so much