did you consider or try Alternatives to Suicide groups?

[Ah.ow]

and how many did you find, if you searched? I found a few, and then the search results kept going somehow- i was confused because I tried limited the search to the name of the group, so I got overwhelmed on the search too

for the group, I got overwhelmed by the standard time length, sometimes the peer / support group procedures, and another part I forget. I was both lost, triggered, and wondering about more groups?

 

[feelinggloomy]

I've tried a lot of groups. Particularly ones that deal with parental grief. Nothing has helped because you really can't say the things there that you can say here. Here you can be so candid and human. So other groups have not helped me. And I'm not sure I want to "get better". There is no getting better after your child passes away. I want to pass a way too so this is the group for me