Discussion Did anyone think the thoughts would pass by now?

[dying_kwik2000]

I told myself that I don't really need to be admitted because the thoughts will pass like they always do and I just need to get stronger medicine but now I'm surprised that I still can't stop thinking of suicide. It's like I wake up and all I see is the mess that is my life and how I'm failing everyday. This is not what I expected.

 

[flowereater]

I know I actively need to seek help but i'm tired of doing the work. I just want my brain to be normal on its own i guess. I feel like it's not necessary because I haven't gathered materials yet.