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JJ53
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- Aug 19, 2024
- 10
It has literally almost been four years since I graduated high school, and I still carry so much anger, sadness, and pain from sitting alone. All throughout my teenage years, and even now as a young adult, I've struggled to connect with many people my age, which I attribute to multiple traumatic experiences as well as depression, which, apparently, can accelerate biological ageing. I remember at lunch I would sit behind a brick wall and try to make myself as invisible as possible, as I felt like a complete loser. I remember people used to throw food at me, and one time, a group of students yelled, "Does she even speak?" Reflecting on this time of my life now, it was probably the most psychological pain I have ever felt. I just wish I could give my past self a big hug... Anyway, I guess I'm just curious as to whether anyone else can resonate with this. I hope you all have a good day :)