EmmaQanbana
What's there to love of an empty husk?
- May 31, 2023
- 48
11:32PM on July 24th
Today was back to the bland same old same old. Nothing really was going on and I really just wish something interesting would happen. I'm really pissed off at my friend cuz he poked fun of something that he knew was sensitive to me, so we're distancing now haha! I think I'm starting to go back to my lows again, I've been feeling kinda depressed today. Mainly cuz knowing that when I CTB, I'm more than likely just gonna be forgotten, well, honestly, that's alright, I'd rather be gone and forgotten rather than actually hurt people when I dip
Maybe when I move I'll be in a better mindset, I'm not too sure on that though, life seems to be a pain in the ass no matter where I go so, I never will get my hopes up.
Mentality scale is a 3 out of 10 today. I've been moody and I'm genuinely really fucking upset at my friend.
Tomorrow is another day.
Today was back to the bland same old same old. Nothing really was going on and I really just wish something interesting would happen. I'm really pissed off at my friend cuz he poked fun of something that he knew was sensitive to me, so we're distancing now haha! I think I'm starting to go back to my lows again, I've been feeling kinda depressed today. Mainly cuz knowing that when I CTB, I'm more than likely just gonna be forgotten, well, honestly, that's alright, I'd rather be gone and forgotten rather than actually hurt people when I dip
Maybe when I move I'll be in a better mindset, I'm not too sure on that though, life seems to be a pain in the ass no matter where I go so, I never will get my hopes up.
Mentality scale is a 3 out of 10 today. I've been moody and I'm genuinely really fucking upset at my friend.
Tomorrow is another day.
