KleinerWolf
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- Apr 30, 2020
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It's been 30 days since I ordered SN from M, Ukraine.
I don't live in Europe so perhaps thats why it's taking longer than expected.
I'm in such excruciating dental pain and I simply cannot afford to have things fixed.
I will have to beg my dad for money in that case and he's stingy with money.
I haven't had work since last January due to covid downtime, depression and employment gap,
so I don't have any emergency funds on the side.
I also don't know what if it means for me even if I somehow manage to fix my teeth.
The immigration problems will continue to haunt me for as long as I'm alive and on a Chinese passport.
Just thought I'd vent a little.
I hope this dental pain does not get unmanageable to the point I hang myself.
I would prefer to at least die by SN.
Please pray for me that my SN comes soon,
pray for me that it doesn't get intercept by customs,
I really can't cope with any of this for much longer.
This feels like torture.
I need my salvation.
If my SN comes,
I'll just take it with ibuprofen and that's it.
I'm just too clumsy to sort those other things,
and I probably don't care,
there's no way it hurts more than dental pain,
but I really need to die at this point.
I just can't fix the problems and I'm in pain, literally.
It's no longer just immigration stress or what have you.
Death is my only way out of this mess.
I don't live in Europe so perhaps thats why it's taking longer than expected.
I'm in such excruciating dental pain and I simply cannot afford to have things fixed.
I will have to beg my dad for money in that case and he's stingy with money.
I haven't had work since last January due to covid downtime, depression and employment gap,
so I don't have any emergency funds on the side.
I also don't know what if it means for me even if I somehow manage to fix my teeth.
The immigration problems will continue to haunt me for as long as I'm alive and on a Chinese passport.
Just thought I'd vent a little.
I hope this dental pain does not get unmanageable to the point I hang myself.
I would prefer to at least die by SN.
Please pray for me that my SN comes soon,
pray for me that it doesn't get intercept by customs,
I really can't cope with any of this for much longer.
This feels like torture.
I need my salvation.
If my SN comes,
I'll just take it with ibuprofen and that's it.
I'm just too clumsy to sort those other things,
and I probably don't care,
there's no way it hurts more than dental pain,
but I really need to die at this point.
I just can't fix the problems and I'm in pain, literally.
It's no longer just immigration stress or what have you.
Death is my only way out of this mess.
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