Desperate pls help

[swanchild]

Hey I'm 28.

I've tried to drown myself 3 times now with a weighted bookbag but keep chickening out. After that I attempted an overdose which did absolutely nothing.

Here are my thoughts:

- Hanging: absolutely scary but guaranteed privacy and I can tie a good knot. I have some clonazepam I could take to knock off some nerves but I'm not sure how effective that would be.

- Charcoal method: I stay in a small camper trailer which seems pretty sealed but who knows, honestly. I also don't understand how this works. I can't afford a barbecue and I don't know how much charcoal I'd need.

I'm sure this is what I want but if anyone has any advice or alternative ideas I'm open. I can't get SN here

 

[itsalittlecold]

Hey I'm 28.

I've tried to drown myself 3 times now with a weighted bookbag but keep chickening out. After that I attempted an overdose which did absolutely nothing.

Here are my thoughts:

- Hanging: absolutely scary but guaranteed privacy and I can tie a good knot. I have some clonazepam I could take to knock off some nerves but I'm not sure how effective that would be.

- Charcoal method: I stay in a small camper trailer which seems pretty sealed but who knows, honestly. I also don't understand how this works. I can't afford a barbecue and I don't know how much charcoal I'd need.

I'm sure this is what I want but if anyone has any advice or alternative ideas I'm open. I can't get SN here

It's unfortunate to hear about your drowning attempts, I wouldn't call it you chickening out though- you're instincts are stronger then the conscious sometimes.

Hanging does seem a very affective method, I've watched a lot of videos & although it seems to be fast to unconsciousness' I just couldn't, I feel uneasy even imagining myself doing it.

Charcoal method, in my opinion is hugely effective & relatively 'painless'
I've considered it many times, I just don't understand it enough to risk it. It's all about getting the CO concentration at the higher levels. I suppose there is co meters one could use tho

Have you seen the mega threads going through all the methods yet or the pph?