Venting Desperate HRT

[dask]

ive been trying to find someone who can order me syringes for my hrt(i have zero privacy when it comes to spending MY money or when it's about ordering things) and nobody fucking listens, ive gotten into the point that im giving away my own body online but i feel like i dont sound serious enough, ive had people dming me but its all "i would help if i could" or creepy dms, theres not a single normal person, i ordered a vial yesterday and there's still a possibility of it not getting through. I have to wait one more year for me to move out and I cant last that long, i keep crying every day im tired of it. Im scared of all of it going the wrong way if it does i might just try to end it again

 

[Scythe]

When I did it I ordered an antique needle and syringe set that if discovered could be explained as a collectable, I got it from esty, I'm not sure if the mods would let me post a link here because you can't post source links. The injection set works and can be reused if you must. Not recommened to reuse needles and stuff, but you do what you have to do. This also somewhat relies on whoever controlling you have not heard of your wish for hrt before or is unaware of how it can be taken.
I got my vial by having a friend recieve the package for me. I guess you can wait outside once you get the tracking email and it says it's being delivered?

 

[dask]

When I did it I ordered an antique needle and syringe set that if discovered could be explained as a collectable, I got it from esty, I'm not sure if the mods would let me post a link here because you can't post source links. The injection set works and can be reused if you must. Not recommened to reuse needles and stuff, but you do what you have to do. This also somewhat relies on whoever controlling you have not heard of your wish for hrt before or is unaware of how it can be taken.
I got my vial by having a friend recieve the package for me. I guess you can wait outside once you get the tracking email and it says it's being delivered?

i already ordered a vial since someone gave me the money in crypto, but i dont know if it will arrive and also just cant get syringes because of privacy, ive been trying to do anything to get someone to order them for me

 

[RoadBLOCK]

Go to any trans clinic easy

 

[danter0id]

look into harm reduction organizations or syringe exchange services in your area. they're usually for people who inject drugs, but if you explain your situation, I'm sure they'll be able to give you syringes - my state even has a program where they'll mail them.

 

[_Broken_alice]

If in the US, in most states, you can go to CVS or Walgreens and ask for needles and syringes and get them very cheaply. Our best friend currently gets hers like this, and they charge her 25 cents for a combination 1 inch 25ga needle, and a 3ml syringe. 1ml is ideal, but the needle specs are where you want it for IM. You can also go Sub-Cutaneous and use insulin syringes, but we very much prefer IM.
We very much wish we could offer more help than this, but can't atm. We very much hope your vial gets to you and the rest gets resolved for you. Sorry we can't do more atm. Have to find work, then repair car before we can even get things for ourself.

 

[UKscotty]

No offence but this is a suicide forum.

If you need needles for whatever reason, the local needle exchange or a chemist is the best bet. They will be free or a nominal fee.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

No offence but this is a suicide forum.

They are literally venting about how their inability to obtain needles so that they can start their HRT is contributing to their suicidal ideation.

i keep crying every day im tired of it. Im scared of all of it going the wrong way if it does i might just try to end it again

Also, a lot of members on here are trans and thus might be able to help them with getting needles they need. Them posting this here makes perfect sense.

 

[lonely&trapped.]

No offence but this is a suicide forum.

If you need needles for whatever reason, the local needle exchange or a chemist is the best bet. They will be free or a nominal fee.

Yes, and its also a forum where people go to vent as well about matters that are troubling them.

 

[UKscotty]

Yes, and its also a forum where people go to vent as well about matters that are troubling them.

We are about suicide though, not other issues. If people starting talking about any random topic the forum would be a mess.

I'm sure there are plenty of HRT or trans community forums around.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

From the rules:

Do NOT:

• Sell, purchase, offer, gift, or request products, materials, or money.
  • We don't allow any transaction or offer for transactions whatsoever on the forum. This website is not a marketplace.

The post was soliciting for HRT, and so it probably falls under "requesting products."

They already have HRT, they are looking for syringes. Also, other users can still help them find syringes in other ways that don't break the ToS. I don't get why you are responding to my post anyway and not the OP.

We are about suicide though, not other issues. If people starting talking about any random topic the forum would be a mess.

I'm sure there are plenty of HRT or trans community forums around.

Their issues with finding syringes is literally contributing to their suicidality, they even mention it in their post.

I have to wait one more year for me to move out and I cant last that long, i keep crying every day im tired of it. Im scared of all of it going the wrong way if it does i might just try to end it again

Thus, them venting here makes perfect sense.

 

[DefinitelyReady]

Oh are you not 18 yet? Is that a factor?