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justafcknloser

justafcknloser

come murder me <3
Mar 1, 2026
18
i'm so fucking lonely and i don't know what to do anymore with myself. i hate going outside. i hate being perceived and seen. i want to just throw myself off a building but i still haven't found any taller than 7 stories that i could easily get access to. i'm just so fucking tired of this shit. i didn't think id even make it to 21 and i wish i didn't.
 
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tonicer

tonicer

Student
Nov 13, 2025
137
I am in the same situation except i somehow made it to 43. The only reason i am still alive is that i don't want to break my mothers heart. She was always good to me.
 
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Webcore

Webcore

Unresolved Emotional Everything
Mar 4, 2026
29
I'm 23, and going back and forth everyday with how badly I want to end it.
Found a building that's pretty damn tall, just need to work out the details on how to get there.
 
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Rainork

Rainork

What a load of baloney
Mar 17, 2023
110
Sorry you're feeling so lonely, feel free to message me if you'd like to!
Happy to talk about whatever or just read if you want to vent about things🤗
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree (I'll never be free)
Apr 22, 2019
845
i'm so fucking lonely and i don't know what to do anymore with myself. i hate going outside. i hate being perceived and seen. i want to just throw myself off a building but i still haven't found any taller than 7 stories that i could easily get access to. i'm just so fucking tired of this shit. i didn't think id even make it to 21 and i wish i didn't.
I know how you feel. If ever you need to talk I'm here...
 
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Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

Hate life but scared of death
Nov 6, 2025
171
i dont normally focus on ot identify with my autism too much because i dont want to let it define me, but more and more i just feel incompatible with everyone. I want friends but i hate going out, conversations feel like a chore, i cant relate to anyone, people keep telling me I'm rude even though i have no idea what i did wrong.

I want a girlfriend but im not attracted to any of the women around my city and cant see myself trusting any of them. its like im doomed by the fucking universe to be fucking alone.
 
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RyleIsRiledUp

RyleIsRiledUp

C'est la vie :0
Jan 16, 2026
21
i'm so fucking lonely and i don't know what to do anymore with myself. i hate going outside. i hate being perceived and seen. i want to just throw myself off a building but i still haven't found any taller than 7 stories that i could easily get access to. i'm just so fucking tired of this shit. i didn't think id even make it to 21 and i wish i didn't.
I feel the same ngl. it shucks. I dun wanna go outside but i also feel lonely af so i idk what to do. I din think I'd make it to 18 either (ik young age but still). But I guess I'll keep goin on cuz I ain dead yet. But if ye wanna talk, I gotchu too, buddy
 
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