Venting desperate for method

[ilk]

i have no money & i am so desperate at this point. my only options are drowning or hanging & im so scared of both. i just want to die im so tired im afraid if i dont do it soon ill end up in a mental hospital & i don't want that. been almost admitted twice & it sucks bad. im so stupid i shouldve bought that gun when i had chance. i dont want to waste more time but i might have to just save up for the gun again & ill self harm until then
im slowly losing my mind i just want a way out please

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I also feel tired of suffering in this cruel, painful existence, I hope that you find peace.

 

[ilk]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I also feel tired of suffering in this cruel, painful existence, I hope that you find peace.

im hoping u find peace as well