Ardesevent
It’s the end of the line, cowboy
- Feb 2, 2020
- 358
My life is falling apart. My face is still shriveling up, and I still can't fall asleep at night, and haven't for days. I'm starting to show symptoms of carpal tunnel syndrome, and if I do have it I probably can't afford to have it treated. I can't stand the thought of leaving the house, knowing that no one's even noticed or cared that I haven't left it for months is pretty discouraging.
I'm just considering setting myself on fire at this point. I'm all for a nasty death, but something like that will take too long and attract too much attention. Almost all other methods have been taken from me, and I've lost count of how many times I've attempted partial. I'll probably wait a bit to see if I can mine bitcoin to order some SN, but my next year of college starts on the 19th. I have to be dead by then- there's no way I'll survive it on my current state.
I'm just considering setting myself on fire at this point. I'm all for a nasty death, but something like that will take too long and attract too much attention. Almost all other methods have been taken from me, and I've lost count of how many times I've attempted partial. I'll probably wait a bit to see if I can mine bitcoin to order some SN, but my next year of college starts on the 19th. I have to be dead by then- there's no way I'll survive it on my current state.