rayray
Member
- Jul 14, 2024
- 16
!NOTE! None of what I mentioned is to seek attention I'm only venting here!!
THE IMMEDIATE URGE TO SLIT MY WRISTS AND SEE BLOOD TO FEEL LET WHATEVER IM FEELING OUT! I'm losing my mind all I can think of is dying right now. I fought with my brother again and my mom picked his side and said she doesn't wanna see me again, knowing I fought with him for being too noisy while she was sleeping and i did it all for her to get some rest but I turned to be at fault. Too much is happening I promise I don't need any more shit to actually kms..
My moms the only person I'm living for and promised her not to hurt myself or end it but I can't help it now, I wish to do whatever I want to myself without the guilt of making her worry about it or breaking a promise. I wish to starve myself to death, to see blood running down my wrists, to never be seen again and fucking vanish to feel better! But I know I won't do all that and I'm just venting over here to let my rage out.
THE IMMEDIATE URGE TO SLIT MY WRISTS AND SEE BLOOD TO FEEL LET WHATEVER IM FEELING OUT! I'm losing my mind all I can think of is dying right now. I fought with my brother again and my mom picked his side and said she doesn't wanna see me again, knowing I fought with him for being too noisy while she was sleeping and i did it all for her to get some rest but I turned to be at fault. Too much is happening I promise I don't need any more shit to actually kms..
My moms the only person I'm living for and promised her not to hurt myself or end it but I can't help it now, I wish to do whatever I want to myself without the guilt of making her worry about it or breaking a promise. I wish to starve myself to death, to see blood running down my wrists, to never be seen again and fucking vanish to feel better! But I know I won't do all that and I'm just venting over here to let my rage out.
