willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,715
i decided i won't let myself sleep tonight. i will do anything to make myself feel in control. i don't know why but recently i've started testing my body's limits. i went four days with out food (nothing new to me, i have a history of eating disorder) but during that time i consumed large amounts of caffeine. i've been drinking lots of caffeine lately bc i enjoy the shakiness and j like when my heart beats fast and starts to hurt. tonight i've decided to see how long i can force myself to stay awake