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cherry7
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- Feb 18, 2023
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Focusing on planning my suicide keeps me stuck in depression so I can't focus on trying to feel better at the same time. Can anyone relate?
Focusing on planning my suicide keeps me stuck in depression so I can't focus on trying to feel better at the same time. Can anyone relate?
I know that feeling too well. I don't want to be here,but have to be here due to caring responsibilities - though this week, I am really struggling with the staying alive. A lack of support network (apart from a weekly session with a clinical psychologist which is also due to end in a few weeks time as NHS offers a limited number of sessions) does not help. Feels like death/ending life is inevitable - probably in the next few weeks seeing that the final support will be withdrawn as well anyway and I don't engage with the other medical services due to accessibility challenges. Have complex PTSD.Focusing on planning my suicide keeps me stuck in depression so I can't focus on trying to feel better at the same time. Can anyone relate?
I guess think about it this way, death is coming soon so you won't have to feel depressed anymoreFocusing on planning my suicide keeps me stuck in depression so I can't focus on trying to feel better at the same time. Can anyone relate?
Yes I haveI know that feeling too well. I don't want to be here,but have to be here due to caring responsibilities - though this week, I am really struggling with the staying alive. A lack of support network (apart from a weekly session with a clinical psychologist which is also due to end in a few weeks time as NHS offers a limited number of sessions) does not help. Feels like death/ending life is inevitable - probably in the next few weeks seeing that the final support will be withdrawn as well anyway and I don't engage with the other medical services due to accessibility challenges. Have complex PTSD.
Have you ever tried therapy?
Good way to see it.I guess think about it this way, death is coming soon so you won't have to feel depressed anymore