Depressed and anxious

[Jesse96]

Feeling so depressed and anxious every day. I'm so done with feeling like this all the time. I plan to od on prozac, clonazepam, zeldox and alchohol. I feel so alone.

 

[Beautifulletdown]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I can totally relate to being tired of feeling both those things all the time. I know about feeling alone so if you need to talk let me know.

 

[Jesse96]

Everyday is just a new bunch
Of worries and anxieties. I've struggled for years with depression and anxiety. The last few years have been debilitating anxiety. There is little quality of life. Just feel done.

 

[Fragile]

i'm sorry to hear this, i feel the same but one thing i have to say, those medications are not particularly lethal and you'll just end up hurting yourself even more with the side effects and forced hospitalization.

one thing that helps me is reading through this forum, it is somehow soothing to learn about peaceful ways to CTB and doing research into what kind of pills can actually kill me without the risk of suffering even more.