Venting Depressed again

[randomguy]

Hi everyone, it's been a while. But now I'm depressed again. I know it because There are weights heavier than heaven pushing me down. Man I cut myself in the bathroom at 4:00 am so I can blur the emotional pain. And after that I can't get up, I have no strength, after fighting a lot I go to my bedroom and start crying and don't stop until the sunrise. I feel so much pain I need to kill myself to stop it. It's the worst thing I ever felt, guys. I'm broken.

Love, Randomguy