I read this book a few years ago , after my fathers death , and ensuing compassless turmoil in my life .
I nick named him " Becker the Bulldozer " , as the ideas were scorching my earth of all the preconceptions and half baked ideologies I have clung to .
After flailing around for a while , I am looking at consciousness itself as some how a thing / experience in itself that transcends so much bullshit.
Just 'being' is brainwashingly under rated . ( Objective materialism co-opted by industrialization has de-natured humans in civilization )
Terrence MacKenna saying 'Culture is not your friend ' ( for me , a Becker idea )really switched me on to inner world / potentially super natural , transcendent possibilities , outside the prescribed religious traditions .
I don't really hanker after psychedelics or meeting the mechanical elves / wasps / mantis's ... I'm just beginning to see what being might be like with less neurosis .
The Awakened Ape by Jevan Pradas has some collated insights about our troubled existence in civilization compared to our tribal beginnings .