Demanding

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Other people being demanding. That's what it's all about. That's why my life went wrong. I tried to assert myself throughout other people's demands. I couldn't get through and now my life can never work. I am not at fault. I am a survivor. But I cant live in this mangled life. This life that can never work. Other people will be fine, will live on. I know I can't. I accept that and am ready to face that, without hesitation or fear, once and for all. Its time to go.

 

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I can't think straight at all. I'm so ill. So unhappy. I want to did.

 

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I am such a loser. I want to die.

 

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For fucks sake.
I keep buying food, despite trying to starve myself. I can't cope at all.