NancyVicious
Member
- Aug 21, 2023
- 36
How do you decide the day you go? I see so many of you planning dates months in advance. What makes you choose it?
I didn't think I'd make it through today. I called in sick to work, thought I'd use my dressing gown belt to hang myself. But I've just laid still for hours without the energy to move.
My partner called and I thought what if I could just wait to see his face once more. To see my kids and tell them I love them for the last time.
I have to go through with it. I don't know if having those last moments will make it harder to do. Or harder for them if they have seen me. I know I should get it over with now before everything crashes down on me at the weekend. But I keep laying here not moving
I didn't think I'd make it through today. I called in sick to work, thought I'd use my dressing gown belt to hang myself. But I've just laid still for hours without the energy to move.
My partner called and I thought what if I could just wait to see his face once more. To see my kids and tell them I love them for the last time.
I have to go through with it. I don't know if having those last moments will make it harder to do. Or harder for them if they have seen me. I know I should get it over with now before everything crashes down on me at the weekend. But I keep laying here not moving