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Marguerite492
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- May 28, 2022
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I feel weirdly calm about finally deciding to CTB, especially knowing about SN. I almost feel a weird motivation to get things done in my life for the purpose of leaving behind as little of a mess as possible for my family. It's also comforting to know there's a way out. I'm not suited for being alive. I'm lazy, irresponsible, childish, mean. I can't hold a job, IRL relationships. I'm a female, but I'm fat and ugly and have never dated, so I'll never have a family or marry a man willing to provide for me.
Depression is a bitch, and I'm looking forward to finally being happy in death.
Depression is a bitch, and I'm looking forward to finally being happy in death.